i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

ha!as ive said on the title..well..i call it thou..it prolly aint the same as those hu are so in love..to them..im happy..esp to my frens..ain n fira..i mean..they're not in a relationship wif each other la..just in case some dumb idiots out there think otherwise..anyway..stay true k..yea..i noe..im just good at saying these things..but when i do fall in love..it always turns out to be fling..

im so fucked up..i tot i got up..i tot i was strong to face this challenge..all this were just tots..dint noe it was so hard in reality..to my frens hu's been dere for me all these while..gosh..i dono how to repay u back..the least i cld do for u peeps..well..is just be dere..so gimme a ring if u nid anything..and ya..u ppl wil oways have a huge space in my heart..God..if i had the power to write ur names on the stars..i would..each and every one of u..y?cos u ppl shine in my heart..as well as my eyes..and no matter how hard my life has been..u were dere..rain or shine..nite or day..i dono..a 'thanks' aint enuf..so ya..

well..tt's love in my life ryt now..it seems so ryt..yet it seems so wrong..im twisted..cos one side's of me wants to move on..and another wants to break down and cry..i tink i'd still wif the former..the flirt..is down..*hurtwitme*





aahhh...so frustrating..my frens are frustrated and so am i..i noe wat im talking abt,my peeps noe wat im talking abt but public dono wat im talking abt..so those hu dont..buzz off!!it doesnt concern u at all..just btwn ppl hu i love and me..just dono wat to do lah..neway..to those hu i angered or anything ystrday..im so sorry..thanks for being dere ya...

ha!feelings cant be controlled can dey?mine's no different..i just look back and think tt wat we've left is too much to be true..i noe i haf to accept..i noe i cant trip..but evrytym i stand tall..i fall back again..i hate it..i just do..fuck..fuck..fuck..fuck..fuck..fuck..

in addition..ppl are still intruding in my affairs..fuck you!get outta my lyf!!it doesnt concern u one lil bit..just get urself a lyf and haf ur own problems den settle dem urself..im sure i'll not interfere in any of dem..i haf no interest in it..AT ALL!even if u tell me wat dey are..piece of shit!fuck you once again..*dontwannafallinlove*





OOOKKK!!!!this has got to stop now!!oh my God!my frens are torturing me..they found out abt my sensitive part..and it's not the privates..hahahahaha...just the place where it feels..u noe..that feeling..where it feels lyk ur having cold sweat..ya..ok my frens..dont torture me k..it makes me have goosebumps..k..dont disturb k..please..hehehe..i'll be on my best behaviour..ok..hehe





i just finished my chemistry ppr today..it was damn hard..it was one of those pprs tt u studied so hard for yet when u see the qns,all the ans are washed away..bodoh nye cikgu..set ppr susahx2 nape?da bodoh..aiyo..

hah!so many shit happened on the weekends..my heart met with it's past..tt it's been longing to be with one more time..unfortunately it met and then it broke..again..argh!it felt so right yet i noe it was so wrong..

i duno..it was lyk crying was of no use..talking to my frens,it seems lyk they haf their own shit as well..so wat am i to do..i only resort to talking to myself..and then i feel lyk im raving mad..ah..im in a fucking daze right now..part of me wants to stay this way..and part of me just wants to let go..i tot i won the battle of getting over this ex..but i was so wrong..nice..neway..just fuck it..

now im dumbfounded..i dono la wat in the freaking world am i to do..aahh..shld just end this blog..*dontcryforme*

u dont no im still hurting,
it's been 6mnths yet i cant get over us parting,
it tears me,it breaks me,
it makes my lyf crumble,
i shld've knwn wit love,i shld'nt fumble,
bt i did,n i gt hit,
by 18mnths of pure love n pleasure,
hwever we cld'nt see our future,
nw ur attachd to anthr,
i wish u all the best,
ur love for me was lyk no other,
once again im burning in flames n fire,
u dont noe upon how many stars ive wished,
for us to be 2gether..





OH MY GOD!today is such a hot day..gawd!n i picked the wrng colour of clothes to wear..darn!neway..i wont tell u where i am..if ur smart..u'll noe..haha..yup!just finished eating spegeddie!!shiok!hehe..

ok..im listening to fira telling the story abt the flight of phoenix..haha..she looks very interested in telling me the story..hehehe..and she's correcting my spelling errors..haha..and yes..i just passed her a yan-yan..her favourite biscuit i assume?hehe..ok..it's correct..she just assured it..haha..darn!where wld i b wifout frens lyk her..in addition..where wld i be wifout any of my frens..love you..cant repay you all even if i cld bring down the stars and make them shine..and fira's smiling while eating her favourite yan-yan..*screams*

haha..well..i took pictures wif my grandma before going out of the house..i love that woman..yes sumtimes she gets on my nerves..but hey..she's been there eversince i was born..my parents were working so she made me milk..she changed my dirty nappies..she was there whenever i had a boo-boo..plus she put me to sleep wif her hums while swaying the baby's cot..i gotta repay her sumhow..n im sure tis is the time..she's one cutie pie as well..probably tt's where i got my looks huh?hahahahahahaha..okx2..whatever..i noe..hehe..

hmm..i donno why im being all soft and sentimental today..guess it's just one of those days..anyway..2mr's somebody's birthday..2 body's actually..hehe..one of my ex's sibling and antr one hu's a part of my past..yup!happy birthday to them..14 and 18 respectively..sorry cant be there to celebrate any of ur birthdays..wish u all the best anyway..

now..feel lyk just breaking down..i cant handle the break-ups in my life..see..tt's one of the reasons why i flirt instead of love..in times of trouble flirting cheers u up..but when love puts u down..all u do is hurt..logical?i tink..haha..but what is a relationship without love u mite ask?well..when tt's concerned..flirting has gotta die down..sumhow..haha..kla im just being the retardee tt i am..so ya..shall stop blogging..hehe*fLirtwiFMe*





*yawn* today's just tiring..im at laila's place..again..wif fira n ita..followed ita to singpost..her mom entered a cntest n won..it was some goody bag..den i slept here..n i just woke up..just ate and now im at the com..hmm had my lit paper today..was kinda ok..but hands hurt!hmm neway..i really dint feel lyk getting up today..the weather was just too fine..haha..

well..i dono..my mind's full of the feeling 'love' but i dont feel lyk feeling it..get it?argh!i noe some ppl hu mite chance upon the shit im writing will tell certain ppl..i dont care..this is what i feel..this is what i write..u gotta problem..we can settle it..i aint all goody-goody u noe..i can bitch when i wanna bitch..and guess what?u dont have a fucking say in that!im all human anyway..i haf my days...

in addition,i feel im invisible twards some blind ppl..figuratively speaking..it seems that i noe im dere yet ur mathafarking eyes are wondering somewhere else..HELL-O!!!im ryt here u piece of dung..neway..i shall stop being pissed..time heals all pain..

aahh..at last aint schooling 2mr..hahahaha...i'll continue sleeping til my biological clock tells me to wake up..haha..still gotta study for chem n phy thou..but no worries..i'll just copy..if i haf the chance to..haha..it's all tactics my friend..tactics to live..muahaha..oh to huever hu's having their papers 2mr..all the best ya?stay calm n collected..n if u cant do the damn qn den look arnd the hall for eye candy k..yup!flirty words from the all time flirt..*flirtwitme*
Just leave the bed dirty,
I wanna let ppl see what we've done,
The one nite stand plus all the flirty-flirty,
It doenst matter if once again..u wana come..





hah!im so freaking bored..it feels like im rotting here at laila's place..the rest are studying their asses off while im on the com..haha..neway..tmr having literature..dint touch the book at all..cant be bothered..just write what's in my head..
now..off to serious things..dere's just tt one person in class tt..i dono..i dont haf the hearts for but yet..i noe tt person's dere..probably capture my heart one day..but not now..i dont wanna gif u any hopes whatsoever..i dont wanna repeat my mistake..all i wana say is tt im sorry..i really am..i noe ive hurt u in more ways than one..but im sorry..just plain sorry..
welcome to my flirtish life i guess..but hey!dont get me wrong peeps..u noe i stay wif one..well..actually now..im missing somebody..tt person left a great chapter in my life..1yr and half..spent and then gone..aahh..wasted..if ever u happen to drop by and read this..just wanna say..u gave me the best times in my life..sometimes i wished we could turn back the hands of time..but all's said and done i guess...
ah shit..fuck this feeling..u're wif someone new..God!help me thru this..

All obstacles in ma life's just so harsh,
Loving then losing,
Everything's just in a bloody rush,
Everybody's just gotta hush...(2504 times shared and cherished)





kay..at last finished this shit..thanks naddy..anyway..just finished maths and cme midyr papers..i never fail to fail maths so ya..it aint a surprise for me..cme was dumb..it had qns abt sex and petting..made some ppl smile..haha..gosh..wat in the world can i write..argh forget it..i'll just stop crapping ryt now and disturb thode innocent ppl in my lyf..muahaha..peace out!*fLiRtOwN*