i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

well..been an alright day..didnt go for remedial..but ya..hahaha..neway..went to long jon's after schol..ate den went to tamp..with lyla n nad..walked..walked..took picts..walked some more..den went to lyla's..

hmm..heard sad news about abang..broke up already huh?hmm..been findng the right words to say to you actually..if i were to say that everything's gonna be alright..i'd be telling a lie..if i say that evrything's not gonna be alright..i'd be watching you cry..neither would i want to do both..mum n dad have'nt been fully on your side..i noe..i heard from their side..but..i duno..be strong..

haish...love hurts when one does'nt expect it..been there..done that..everyone has..i guess..ok..enough of hurt..flirting had been fun today..was practically high today..every moment..it rocked!!fyera,ain,lyla,nad,ita,diyana..the names of my victims..love ya..play ya..break ya..muahahahaha..-flirt.smiled-





am at lyla's place now..she's asleep..aww..shall invade in her dreams later..haha..anyway..school has been rough..results were missing only a few marks to pass..shit happens..but ya..just irritates me..just those marks..make such a big difference..damn!

neway..flirting has been good..no other victims than those friends of mine..but they understand..if not..then they're not my friends..muahaha...all those hand-lifting skirts when they're going up the stairs...all those caressing of whatever body parts..hmm..they're sexy..i like..they're hot..i love..they're marvellous..i cant deny..they're just there..unexplainable..it all depends on how one looks at it..

whoa..should'nt be stating alot of explicit things on my blog..teachers might intrude..and put me through counselling..yea..i think someone should send me to a counsellor..to give me an extra person to flirt with..good idea..umm..well..kinda miss my trustee..7260..no distraction..but still missing..ok..gonna wake lyla up now..blog when i do..-flirting_helps-





wellx2..ended my prelims already..ok la..a lot of guesses..haha..neway..i watched shutter last nite..n was so afraid..i only slept for 3 hrs..den i woke up..watched tv..watched thr oprah winfrey show..haha..had the everybody loves raymond casts..haha..den had a crave for ice-cream..so went to the kitchen..n took out a tub of nuts about chocolate ice-cream..oh yea.....it was heaven..for a moment..haha..

umm..really..i have nothing much to say..just that im really hungry now..hahaha..so..once again..the flirt..just meant to..flirt..





well..kinda..just woke up..but watever la..hehe..just ended chemistry paper 2..it was a terribly fucked up paper..ive never seen so many unanswerable questions..polymerisation had to come out..that made the paper so much better..ryt...

anyway...decided to move on la..cant wait any longer..no hasil..hahaha...well..that's the everyday life of a flirt..if a flirt falls..and nothing happens..then move..there are other victims out there..haha..but ya..chocolates are still in my mind..but that's cause im just craving for them..haha..no apparent meaning..if one day it was meant..then in the meantime...i shall do wat im good at..yes..a priceless medicine to get over shit..that happens in lyf..once in a while..muahahahaha

hmm..stomach's calling for me to attend to it...so i shall..hahahaha...blog later..the flirt..just meant to flirt..





hahahaha...today's abang's birthday!!dono wats gona happen..but we'll see..now am at lyla's place..chilling with fyera n lyla n her sis..the best thing happened to me today..not too sure about fyera thou..well..we were riding on the skate scooter thing..it went all fine till we reached the downhill slope..fyera fell..i got traumatised by it and lost concentration then i fell as well..wasnt so bad..n that was the best thing im talking abt..been awhile since i tasted the road..

neway..im going insane la..when im hallucinated in my own little world..i just keep thinking abt yellow..n chocolates..n netball..n netball..n netball again..it's kinda frustrating..but kinda fun..making my own story abt wats gonna happen..haha..but ya..it's my own story..not God's..so watever im thinking probably wont happen..waa!!!but i'll anticipate the moment..

ok nad..it's kinda really up to you watcha wanna do..i really haf not much to say..i mean i was just really freaked out when lyla told me watever you did..so ya..i didnt mean to hurt you in anyway..but you hurt me much more..but ya..i dont hold grudges..so just let the matter rest la..

well...i guess shall end here..wanna watch friends..im still missing that sugary sweetheart that i'll probably never get..and fyera lied!!!hmph!!!i was so high spirited when she said that..but it aint the truth..so ya..back to square one..haix..flirt..lost..in..the..name..of..love..ironic..





wakkakakakakakaka...hehehe...just ended my lit paper 1..gawd..i practically screwed i la..no tym...art people have 3 hrs n i had an hour and a half? crap testicles...hmph!!anyway after the paper got to see the class pictures..damn..it was hot..cos basically i was in it..tt's y..hahaha..nah..cos they were a lot of smiley people..haha..lame..i noe..hehe..

anyway..i think im going crazy..wenever im in my own world..i keep thinking of yellow..n duckies..n netball...n chocolate..it's kinda frustrating thou..knowing that it WAS so near yet NOW it's so far..it's lyk we were meant to meet..yet..inevitable obstacles are constantly in the freaking way..damn it!anyway i shall still concentrate on ya..tt one..yes to my frens..i noe u noe..public dont..so lets just keep it that way..

well previously..fyera was spraying disinfectant in her room..n it aready got thru my brain..now she sprayed perfume all over n it's making my nose itch..im writing shit abt her n thou she's rite beside me..she kinda doesnt realise anything..hahaa...good huh?ok..now she's watching my every word..so shall end here...the flirt..is still wanting..n waiting..wanting n waiting for wat u mite ask?it depends on how one sees it..*seduce,play,break*





wakakakaka...hmm..just ended my literature paper 1..gawd..i practically screwed it..but watever..i had no tym la...anyway..after the paper..saw the class pictures..it was hot!!!cos i was in it..muahahaha...nah..it was cos there were a lot of smiles..so ya..lame..i noe..hehe..

anyway..im going crazy..whenever im lost in my own world..i just keep thinking of yellow..n duckies..n netball..n chocolate..argh!!!it's kinda frustrating..knowing that it WAS so near yet it's NOW so far..damn!!!!!!sigh..ive never been so desperate..so lost...so lonely...so catering to the matters of my heart..i need to get my flirt power back..i have nobody to flirt with now..only my frens..but they noe me..so ya..it doesnt work..waa!!!!it's ok..in the meantym..i shall concentrate on ya..tt one..to my frens..yes..i noe u noe..public dunno k..n lets keep it that way..

well..fyera's disinfectant is getting to my brain..so shall end here..bu i still haf a question in my mind..y is it the person ur going gaga over..is usually not there??haf the answer?call me..9180 17th december..hahahahahahaha!!!!the flirt...is still wanting..n waiting..wanting n waiting for wat u mite ask?well..it depends on how one sees it..*seduce,play,break*





okay..im just chilling at fyera's..listening to crap..looking thru friendster..umm..just had my physics prelims..transformers just had to come out..the only thing that was running thru my head was..'Transformers..Robots in disguise..'haha..familiar?hehe..well this is the consequence of having a brother hu adores cartoons..

anyway..people are making me feel REALLY REALLY BAD!!they're so mean!!see..im sure they noe that im gonna gif in with them constantly persisting me to tell..but..what's the point?it's not gonna change the situation..so ya..hehehe...but since im such a GOOD FRIEND..no secrets btwn us k..umm..ermm..hmm..here..lemme gif u guys a clue..'netball i love. chocolates i love. netball i love. yellow i love. netball i love.' recognise anyone of this description?yea..im sure u guys already noe hu im talking about..n yes..im desperately falling..

well..what's the real definition of friends?the question keeps encircling my mind..if i ask myself that..i'd say they are people who are there for you..even if you're in the wrong or not..even if the sun is brightly shining in ur life or not..they're just there..and one has to at least appreciate it..and friends..are NOT supposed to be SACRIFICED..agree?i mean friends get over small matters..they dont take the nasty jokes that you do seriously..n when you ridicule urself..dey ridicule you more..but you dont take that to heart rite?cos u do it to them as well..rite?if watever im saying hits u..then look at urself in the mirror..ask urself..they're also sweating their asses off to reach their goal..y do they still stay 2gether thou sometyms it's a distraction?when the answer comes..ask urself again..so..haf i been fair?

ok..enough of feelings spread on this entry..shall end here..the flirt..is..still shad..





muahahaha...been ages since i blogged..hehe..well..today was havng maths prelims..ohh...such an easy piece of paper..easy to fail la..hehe..umm..it was raining in the morning..but ya..theclouds didnt play any tricks today..hehe..

well..things are kinda geting complicated..but ivebeen coping wth it..muahahaha...flirtin is still my forte..hhe..butbery shad..somebody got attaced already..damn!!it pains me man to noe that we could've been together..but i was tied down with someone else..shit..neway..all the best..

ok..im panicking rigt now...everybody is late..so shall end here...flirt..shad..