i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

went out with abang..modified his bike..checked out motor shops..walked around sungei road..unexpected things were on sale..such as used condoms..lingerie..lubricants..vibrators..nah..just kidding..hahaha..how i wished..umm..mango shirts were on sale..U2..baleno..wondered if any of my friends bought their crap from there..i wouldnt blame them..haha..a camera was sold for 2 bucks!!??where else in the face of the earth is one gonna find a deal lyk tt?hmm..roamed around..abang still not cured..the best part was when i saw his ex last nite at geylang with her new found man..thank GOD abang aint there..but i felt his pain..haha..love is a smoke made with the fumes of sighs;being purg'd,a fire in sparkling lovers' eyes;being vex'd a sea nourish'd with lovers' tears..what is it else?a madness most discreet,a choking gall,and a preserving sweet..*sighs*parting is such sweet sorrow..hmm..tell me about it..

GRANDMA'S BACK!!!!YAHOO!!!!long awaited arrival..been missing her the past few days..haha..the 1st qn tt she asked was if she could have a glass of water..not fasting eh grandma?haha..on the subject of fasting......hari raye's on it's way..so are the o's..but hari raye's on it's way!!hahaha...moneyx2..lots of money..in a flirt-flirt world...hahahaha...ok..lets see..just got electro-shocked by this thingie..hahaha..ouuuccchhh...

hmm..well wat can i say..oh...waitx2..wanna tell a friend..all the best in the relationship..if problems arise..break..move on..hahahaha..nah..i mean solve it..umm..make the best out of the relationship..take wat u want leave once ur done..hahaha..nah..umm..ya..haha..it's hard giving relationship advice..haha..*flirt.honked.*





at lyla's place..as usual..had been thinking about abang lately..his attempts to commit suicide..going thru depression..all in the name of love..darn..never seen u in this state before..though she's with another..hope for the best..i love you...

neway..school was dramatic..hahaha..tables and chairs were flying..vulgarities were exchanged..teacher's elbow was scraped..violonce was all around..stories here..stories there..twisting of tales..haix..the things people do to make themselves right..and others in the wrong..lesson learnt-sometimes one just has to keep one's mouth shut...

everything seems surreal..everyday there are petty quarells..everyday there are lame squabbles..when are these gonna end?when are people gonna just mind their own business?when are people just gonna grow up?-flirt_wondered_honked-





just finished eating..nearly choked to death..but am fine..hmm..at lyla's place..listening to 'tempted to touch'..school was ok..results were shit..facing pa will be hard..hate to dissapoint him..but ya..sorry pa....situation with abang has gotten worse..mum n pa telling their point..abang telling his point..both are telling me..both are wrong and right in their own ways..it depends..still hurts me..ring comes off..her clothes are outta sight..their pictures are stashed..memories keep playing in head..all becomes unclear..all have to be let go..

though broken..doesnt stop me from getting high..being on my peak these few days..nobody is spared..even lyla's neighbour's maid has been infected with me..all seems good..been honking alot..sweet..wonder how long this will go on..not long i guess..wednesday coming..fasting month..cant really think derrty..cant see eye candy..shall hold..after prayers..my eyes will roam..my hands will travel..my mouth will have its long awaited exercise..guarenteed..

ok..done blogging..*flirt_honks*