i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

HAPPY 2 YEARS 7 MONTHS TO [YOU] AND ME!!no wait..it ended..
ok nad..just read your blog..or livejournal..or whatever la..and i cant help it..i need to say smtg..so dont be writing my name and telling people what i'm saying..haha..it's just not right dont you think so?haha..hmm..ok..here goes..first up..we're your friends..and we'll be supporting you in whatever you do..no matter wrong or right..yes we'll have our own views on what you're doing..and we'll have our own objections that might change your mind..but the choice is all yours..and if you get into a shithole or smtg's just troubling you..we'll still be there..to lend an ear or shoulder or just for company..so worry about nothing..

for your family..you can even be the purple sheep..just do whatever you want..ok wait..i know you cant do everything you want but..well my point is..lead your own life..and if they disagree to your decisions so be it..listen to them..on the other hand dont let the downturn dampen you..have smtg else in mind that probably they'll agree on..or better..do things without notice..ermm..nox2..dont listen to last part..haha..hmm..ok seriously..parents wants the best for every kid..you and i both know that..but you see sometyms they dont know how to express it..just lyk evey other human..they have their flaws..so ya..your parents are doing what they think is right..and if you can stand up to them..go ahead..and if you cant..do what every other kid does..agree to their decision..you're listening to them so that makes you a good kid doesnt it..that's what i do..hey i get pushed around in the house as well..get this i just came home from town..i'm so freaking tired i wanna just watch tv and sleep..but i cant even rest for awhile..cos why?i have to get food for grandma and dad who's sick..so i have to go down..ok fine..i dont mind..then i have to pay abang's fine so had to go deposit money..then go up..then grandma keeps calling..then everybody turns deaf..im the one without the invisible hearing aid..then abang and dad got hungry so i have to go down again to get food..then im all bummed out..you know sometyms i ask..why cant they do it themselves..and you know what's their reply?'ala..malas la'..so what am i?

see..things happen that are not to our likings..but tolerance is a good thing..hmm..and for your relationship..i kinda got a jist of it..and it seems that a third party is introduced?correct me if im wrong though..anyway..relationships will stand firm if jealously is lessened..and if trust plus honesty is present..so if you trust her that much to eliminate whoever that claims to be her girlfriend..then probably things will be alright..but i know that's the hardest thing to do when you already found out..nad..i donno..just trust..that's really the best that you can do..ive seen my ex with another right infront of my eyes eventhough at that tym we were still together..ah..but i just trusted what she said..and the relationship lasted..a long tym..

lastly..you need not have a hp to communicate with the outside world..i dont have no hp..and i still can communicate..yes i have the home phone..but wait till the bill comes and i'll have no home phone no more..you need not these gadgets to communicate with others..you only need that heart of yours..that im sure is still beating..so just saying that eveything's gonna be alryt..yes easier said than done..but once you've done it..a load is off your shoulder..and that's good..trust me..

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