i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

maths was not do-able..at all..yes..trigo had to carry the heaviest marks..yes..rilla did'nt study that cambridge people..what happened to loci and simple or compound interests?you could've told us what to study right?take the trouble to fly papers over to london..aahh..i screwed that..as well as literature..did'nt have time to even read the poem..had the last 15 minutes to finish 2 essays?15 mins!!??right..only answered one part of the qn..the other was ziltch..im so bummed out..

bumped into my ex after maths..my heart skipped a beat or two..if it stopped i would'nt be surprised..it was a bright and sunny day..yet my ex still shone brighter than the sun..yes..that smile..that laughter..it does'nt bring memories..it keeps on adding to the ones i already have..it was like seeing an angel..no wait..my ex is more than an angel..being there when i was in a shithole and pulling me out..making me happy for the times we were together..supporting me more than anything else in the world..and loving me like i was the only person on earth..still remember our song..'i wanna grow old with you' by adam sandler in the movie 'wedding singer'..hmm..my ex is not just merely an angel..my ex is a guardian..is a person whom i'd always be thankful for..basically..my ex..to me..is everything..not exactly belonging to me..but once..my ex was..and i'll keep on hoping..though knowing it's near to impossible..

right..ain's confused..i hope she'll take things in her stride..one cant push love..one can only be patient and let love come..you gotta chill and scan thru your choices..yea ok..i'm not in a good position to really advice having dug back my feelings and all..but at least flirting for me was a temporary antidote..but i warn..it's only temporary..kenangan masih subur dalam lubuk hati..haish..i aint that strong..i just put up a strong front..but deep inside im still torn..yea..so ain..just to let you know..ive been lacking a flirting partner..haha..ah!that's another way to shift your thoughts..think about me..er..no..be retarded..be stupid..make a huge idiot of yourself..you'll be laughing..the people arnd you will be laughing..if not..just laugh..i do that..stress reliever..haha

hmm..ok..lyla proved me wrong..fine..i shall give you world-wide recognition..hahaha..hmm..but you still cant describe for nuts..haha..hmm..and im msging with you while writing about you..this is good..haha..right..next stop..nad..wellx2..NOW..who's getting the buy 1 get 1 free..who's getting the dragonflies..who's getting bitten??oh..i'm so wondering..haha..anyway..you've been a little back-tracked huh?ain,fira n i..we are far from only a few..we've had it in the most inappropriate places..we've had not only one..but..lets just say..more than that la eh..haha..still..im sure your moves were shown as well huh?hahaha..this is not right..im turning myself on..corruption..oh but not with nad in mind..haha..well..first meeting..first kiss..first bite..you beat me on that..my first meeting had no bites..uh-huh..surprised?but get this..the flirt had flowers..ffiiiwwiittt!!

im sitting here
thinking bout
how im gonna do without
you around
in my life
and how am i
gonna get by
aint got no days
just lonely nights
you want the truth
well,girl im not alright

that side of me

You Know You Love The Flirt