Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
no..not now..not again..[you] gave me a msg..telling me [you're] gonna back off cause [you] think i still have got things going on with that one..but [you're] wrong..i needed someone to talk to..i needed someone to listen to my woes..to make me happy for just that one moment..but when im alone..that one is not on my mind..neither in my heart..[you] have those places..[you] are the only one that i want..that i need..that i want to have..once more..this is what i always tell [you]..why dont [you] believe this side..holding hands is nothing compared to the love i have for [you]..and [you] know that..
i know how [you] feel with people telling [you] what they saw..i know how it feels when [you] see us together..but [you] know what..i get news coming from my friends about [you] as well..and i feel worse than what [you're] feeling cause i cant do nothing about it..and it gets worse when i bump into the both of you..but i dont wanna back off..cause i still wanna catch [you] if ever [you] fall..
dont make me torn no more..not when i feel so sky high with [you]..at the very least we've been in touch..i dont care if [you] reject my calls when [you're] with company..as long as i feel that [you're] there..dont put me in this position again..dont hurt me deeper again..dont let me go when i need [your] hands..dont walk away when im cold and [your] warmth is all i need..dont turn [your] back on me when all i want to is look at [you]..i cant handle it..i really cant..
dont make me cry another tear
loving a flirt aint an easy thing..
but loving [you] when [you're] with another is harder..
see,a flirt can always change ways..
but a flirt can never change hearts..
still awake at 5.25am..[you're] not alone
5:25 AM