Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Friday, November 25, 2005
went out with lyla totoink head again..went to parkway with her and neesha and humairah and farah..but met at starbucks first..then picked farah up from tuition..hmm..got hair dye..then went in search for totoink head's prom thing..yet again..but couldnt find so went to buy chocolate..and the most lame-est thing happened..the salesperson heard the chocolate break and we had to pay for it..read again..HEARD the CHOCOLATE BREAK..ya..right..and it was a santa made out of chocolate thing..heard it break..what in the world?!but ya..we paid for it..so they'll probably have a chocolate eating night..and im not there..so sad..
went home..bought for nenek food..i tercicir-ted her 5o bucks..im so infuriated at myself..i cant believe it!!how am i gonna pay her back?though she doesnt know it was a 50 dollar bill..i still felt wrong..but nenek..in one way or another..i'll pay you back..i promise..anyway..papa and mummy were on their way to banquet..i dyed my hair..cooked for nenek..then watched tv..then went on the net..just to find news that saddend me..[you] are off to negeri sembilan..and i didnt even get to say anything to [you]..[you] didnt tell me..and i had to find out where?at [your] sister's blog..haish..so sad..
abang wants to go clubbing tonight..he's asking for 100 bucks..none of the family members have it..so i suggested not to go..but he said it was planned long ago..abang..what harm does it bring to just say no at the last minute?i mean..you aint got cash..then he borrowed from his friend..ya..that's just gonna make things worse wouldnt it..having to pay back..you know what..abang and papa..if things are this bad..why dont you people quit smoking?for awhile til our financial situation is stable?i mean..papa's ciggs costs 10.70 and abang's 9 plus having smoked so many i lost track..that's around 20 bucks..argh!and if i were to say this infront of you..either you'll get angry or agree yet do nuts about it..but when everything goes haywire..everybody becomes stressed and fingers point to one another..and me having used the phones and tv..will be blamed..wow!that's good..
haish..[you're] not here..[you] left without news..i'm lost..i'm finding myself..[you] just had to go..
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