i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

went to the doc's today..no tonsils!what a relief..hmm..then went to haig rd to eat..then went to get snails..mom aint working..so wanna cook..yumx2..hmm..went home..helped parents do smtg to the snail then the whole house smelt of the wet market..God!it's a wonder how i survived..then ate medicine..fyera called..wanted me to follow her meet hafizah..was too sleepy and too lazy to take bath so declined..sorry laling..then slept..dreams i had involved [you]..thoughts i had were of [you]..the pain im bearing..is just me..

woke up again..ate snails with rice and omelette..then ate medicine..watched tv..hands are getting weaker..it's 6 in the afternoon and the flirt has'nt taken the flirt's bath..and i doubt the flirt will..read lyla's blog..yea..guess ive been thinking too much it affected my health..this bad..time is of an essence..but hurt and pain is unavoidable..glad you know ive been trying..but you know what..acceptance is one of my weakest points..and this is taking a toll in my life..slowly..but one way or another..i donno what to do..you know nad..remember when you said commiting suicide is so tempting..did you say that?or was i just hallucinating..ah whatever..my point is that im in that position right now..the open window right behind me and the pills that is oh so abundant in the kitchen is just calling my name..yes ain..yes fyera..yes nad..you people will be like 'kau..gile pe c dier ni..she should know better sey..takan pasal ni je dier nak buat camtu kan?'ok..i know..however..it's still on my mind..and dont worry about me people..i'll be alryt..having you people makes my life half full..but losing [you] made my life half empty..

take me away

You Know The Flirt Needs [You]