i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

woke up early..slept at 2 mom woke me up at 9..7hrs aint enough!!argh!!but whatever..went for breakfast with mom n pa at haig rd..cant really remember what i did..was thinking a lot..about [you]..was wondering what [you] would be doing..and at the same time was reminiscing about our times spent before..[you] have been on my mind a little too long..[you] even invaded in my dreams..or was i just hallucinating?aahh..somehow they're similar..i still love [you]..

it's funny how music has an effect on people..heard 'push the button' from sugababes while walking with parents at geylang..and that song turns people on doesnt it..well for the record..it turned me on..haha..i mean it went 'if you're ready for me boy,you'd better push the button and let me know,before I get the wrong idea and go,you're gonna miss the freak that I control'..the freak that i control??!!whoa..it blew me out..haha..yet when 'the lonliness' comes to mind..everything in my life crumbles..music is the key to the soul..i guess..apart from praying..hehe..hmm..oh!fergie is drop dead gorgeous!!!!!!!!!wooohhhooo!!!the 'my humps' video got me off from my seat..and i was gazing in awe with those moves fergie made..God!in my mind..i was like please dont end the song..she's shaking n moving n those bootylicious moves......aaahhh!!!the horror of seeing the video switch to a jay chou song is unbearable!!

*regains composure*right..hmm..mom's having her dinner n dance at suntec tonight..ending at 2am..she's not a mom..she's still a teen..wanting to follow me to get my prom tingies n all..hmm..though a lil bit terlanjur..the perangai..ek eh ak ah..tskx2..but she cant beat me..try coming home at 6am mom..without anybody knowing..haha..oh wait..papa will know..you're married..hahaha..hmm..she was ready at 5 when she had to be out by 6..i'll be ready at 6 when i have to be out by 6..depends on who im meeting..haha..anyway she had an hour left for looking in the mirror,adjustments and telling me what to tell lyla about her clothes..right..simply put..all black plus bling-blings and those long earings..try imagining that on a mom..impossible is nothing..haha..we had plans to go out for raye in the afternoon..pa declined..next week he says..get this..the family has only visited 1 house eversince hari raya..ONE..so dont blame me for lacking money..hmm..and i donno..pa doesnt wanna go to 3 of my uncles places..thinking he severed the ties..hmm..maybe..i donno..cos they couldnt lend him money..i assume..haish..money..again..

still laughed a lot today..wanted to ease my mind for awhile..but running away from the truth wont help..abang's still sore..i'm still sore..we're the 'hurt by love' siblings..he wants to make his own blog..pouring thoughts out im sure..he saw his ex with her man..it hurts the very 1st time..seeing both together..she's lost in his world..he's lost in hers..really..the ex not caring what you think of the relationship..yea..he said if she's happy then go ahead with it..i agree..siapelah kite..hanye merancang..his words..hit me..we're kinda in the same boat abang..but i dont want you to know my side..

siapalah aku di sisimu[you]

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