Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
that's it..i cant handle it myself..ive got to tell someone..someone like God..listen..please..i really need you now..like always..im screwed..i cant take this hurt..help me forget her..please..i dont want her back..i cant make her happy..i know that..i want her to be with one who'll see her through..all the way..let her be whoever she wants..let her be sarah..please..help me let her go..i dont want to cry for her no more..i dont want to worry my friends and my family anymore..they're dying to see me pieced back together..i want sarah to be strong and never fall..i want her to have a smooth relationship with daniel..i want her to be happy..really happy..i dont care if she deletes me out of her life..i want her to smile..i want her to go through her life with ease..i dont want her to worry about her financial situation..i dont want her to worry about anything..i want her to be that woman i know her for..please..just help me let her go..without that pain..please..
to my friends..help them as well..they're trying their best to lead their increasingly challenging lives..help them get through their problems..help nadiah to realise her part in her relationship..help her to break that communication barrier with her family..help her to erase the misunderstandings..help ain as well..she seems so lost..so in pain..knowing someone's gonna go for 8 years..it's gotta hurt..help her through that..help fira to clear the clouds with din..see her through her confused state..help laila..to tolerate her family as well..help her realise smoking's not gonna help much..help them through..it's killing me to see them hurt..
to my family..thanks for putting mummy and papa back together..i could'nt bear to see mummy sleeping outside on the floor..just help us go through the money problem..to abang...help him forget kak radya..help him through his depression..and help papa realise family ties are there for a reason..help him know that grandma wont be here long..so dont have so much anger and hatred towards other family members..to grandma..she's been strong..she's been very strong..i dont want to see her go..so while she's here..help her through her sickness..
please God..im not asking much..just listen..
6:36 PM