Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
when you were a kid..ever felt so heartbroken when mom couldnt let you get that toy you've been eyeing on the whole time you were at the store?then when you grow up you think that the moment you were angry and sad at mom was just plain ole stupid..cause why?cause now it aint just a toy we're talking about..it's all about love..it's all about feelings..
ever had a love at first sight meeting?yea..im sure some have..or had..then you try your very best to impress..like say..using that one perfume or colonge that person complimented on that day..or blow drying your hair when you aint got much to start from..or be real cocky and smile and keep talking to that only one..but then you think about it real hard..you say 'im not gonna get this person..not a chance.'and then you just really need someone to say 'eh slowly la..you'll get that person..just be patient and take things slow..'but then you go to the best friend and instead of hearing something to ease that 'shit that person aint gonna be mine' feeling..the best friend rubs it worse and confirms your thoughts..ever felt that?yes?no?well that's how down and out i am..here..simply put..it feels like a slab of cement just hit you hard..then when the wound is still sore another one hits you..again..and again...and again..then when the wound bleeds so badly..someone pours salt water onto it..whoa..that 'ummph' kinda feeling..gettit?yea..have that everytime you go to work..and that will just suck..but you still smile when your hp beeps and the person's name appears..you still yearn to see that one and only when you get to work..you feel that your cheeks gets warm whenever you talk to this person and you speak real softly just to repeat again..then see that person smile..and with that person around..it gives you more reason to get out of bed and go to work..ever felt that?like really really felt it..
there's nothing more i want other than you
You Know You Love The Flirt?
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