i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

okay..here..updated..aiyo..everybody's throwing fits mann..get me a lappie for my birthday then i'll update everyday of my life..okay?a laptop uh not a lap dance..but both also can..haha..i dont mind..*grins*

oh well..i really feel like cursing my life out to THAT BOY IN THE MRT..he sneezed infront of me la..though indirectly..i inhaled his ugly germified germs and im sick now..THANKS BOY!YOU JUST MADE THE REST OF MY DAYS!WOOHOO!pig.made so much noise in the train..'XMEN!I WANT TO SEE XMEN!'shut the bloody heck up.

nad is a sweetheart mann..came to my place and i slept cause was damn sleepy and tired from the medicine..and she didnt say much..let me sleep in peace and harmony..then picked lyla up herself..what would i do without you..okay til there only..dont want to make your head burst..haha..

i am convinced i am immune to rejections..ive been rejected 5 times during the period of me being single..and each time im left to pick the pieces up myslef..damn.i want [you] la..can?haha..okay..cocky balls.

81701927[hearts]

bullet from the chest





i dont want to hear an explanation cause i know we'll end up speechless..i dont want to care cause i dont want to make a mountain out of a molehill..im okay..i really am..im not avoiding reality yet im facing it straight up..cause i know i dont want to lose nor hurt you in any way..if ever i did..forgive me..i dont want anything to jeopardise us..i know work has been in between us for a long while..and i guess ive somewhat changed to adapt to the work environment..i dont quite know what ive done but id rather not talk about it..forgiving and forgetting..dont talk to me about this tomorrow..cause it'll be gone from my memory.

lyla..congrats..dont worry..im happy for you..serious..have fun with him..he's a nice guy..and why would you think id be angry when you people are together?i couldnt care less..and i mean that in a good way..you can be with anyone you want..as long as you're happy..im down for it..

papa's going away soon..a hiatus from blogging's gonna happen..so til the next entry.

"Do what you will, always walk where you like, your steps, do as you please I'll back you up."





i already have this THANG against couples..long story..'i hate couples.i think they should die.and rot in hell.'no offence to anybody..anyway..NOW...all my bloody asswipe friends are feeling the love...why in the name of cupid's arrows are you people and so many others whom i dont know feel it?why..why...why..can i ask why...OMFG!im just feeling the hurt from the previous love..i also want to fall in love lah like that!i also miss the feel of being in love what.and dont you people go matchmaking me to nobody..i hate that.puckstration.

such is life full stop





today's just a sad sad day..whatever nad and i talked about was just unbearable..even she didnt know what to do..and if she didnt..what about me..then hilmi's gonna quit..im gonna miss his vulgarities..and his 'eh minah'..haha..cracks me up..haha..then he has his 'eh do you think my hair's okay?' days..if he pisses me off then i'll be like 'shut up you ugly hair guy'..then his vulgars will come..but normally he looks just the same as every other day..he's just being a retard..haha..ok fine..sorry.

oh..then my already faling memory failed to remember kur's name for a few seconds..then she was devastated and broken hearted..sorry la..adding to that..papa couldnt pick her up cause he wanted to watch the rally..so my lovely brother picked me..so sorry..

forever is easy to say
but now my forever is gone
cant you see nobody's right
and cant you see that nobody's wrong
im gonna miss what we had
and even though it's killing me
i gotta accept things the way that they are
and not the way that I wish they would be.

part of me is kept deep within you

You Know You Love The Flirt





ive been cursing and swearing at work that i decided to apologise to myself and everyone that i cursed and sweared at..oh and God im sorry i cursed and sweared..

david's getting on my nerves la..amidst all the commotion he wants me to pull up my pants?!like why in the name of lala land would you do that?cant you tell me some OTHER time?cheeseball..sheesh im trying my best not to spurt out anymore &*#% words..haha..ok..kur rocks..tammy rocks..tina rocks..hilmi rocks..kelvin rocks..fiza rocks..mozhi rocks..salmi rocks..crystal rocks..i can go on..but the people at work rocks la..

oh dont worry turdheads whom i label as 'friends'..you rock too..i love you so much..miss all your butts la!haha

You Know You Love The Flirt