Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
this is for you.
when we first met,i knew you were a beauty.you were in the store,trying to not further choke the sink.not a very good sight,but you looked good doing it.and the first thing you said after 'hi' was 'eh you got the same watch as nad and nana!'.random,cause i did not know who nad and nana was.i just came.thankyouverymuch.haha!
behind that suaku-ness,i saw a better sight.one who i wanted to be with.you made my palms sweat,you caused me to stutter,you literally made my heart jump-twice.everytime we talked,i just wanted to smile my way home.everytime my phone beeps and you texted,i became so overjoyed,i couldnt sleep.nah,im not exageratting.really,search me if you want.
but i knew there were so many others trying to get you.my friends knew i was falling fast and hard.and i knew there wasnt much cushion i was going to land on.*people i talked to asked me to let it go and forget about it.for the very fact that you will never come.i still held on.even when you turned me down on valentine's.i still held on.til i found out about ____.that was the last slab i could take.____ got you like -kaboom- that,and i was pushed away.okay,this is so not good for my reputation.simply put,i was desperate.i couldnt think anymore.i was at my lowest point.even dust had more value than what i was.
we led our own lives but i never lost that teeniest feeling of pain when you were with someone else.worse,the *other one had occasional pick-you-ups.well i was engrossed with flirting.i had so many flings i cant remember when all started and ended.even the people at work realised about my flirting.and they reacted with constantly bugging me to flirt and get corn muffins.haha!nonsense.
i never really thought of anything when we started becoming close.considering the people at work are tight,i thought we were like that.even when you called me *baby,i thought nothing of it.look at koosit and me reminding her of baby huey.yea.tokyo drift was also another friend date.gee.
ah.then came 300806.and changi airport.where we began.not really.but close.i dont know what else to tell you.it's all out.all them dirtylittlesecrets.
*when two souls intertwine
1:59 AM
friendly strangers.
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