Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Monday, December 11, 2006
i trusted you.
yet you played me out.like mad.this thing SHOULD have ended years back.you SHOULD have told me the truth.the god damned entire truth.i really thought you ended it the first time she called but when she came down to school and find for me i was taken aback.but then you said you settled it already so i took your word for it.considering she didnt search for me anymore.
BUT!
she called me last night and mummy picked up the phone.and i called her back today to realise you didnt pay in full.shit.i gave you my trust,my life,my heart,my money.everything.i was there for you when you were in need.i helped you in every single shit ass way i could.for the very fact that we were in a relationship at that time.and you helped me when i was in need too.so it was a two way thing.but this is waaayy over the top.i have graduated.GRADUATED.i had plans for my next pay.i wanted to do so many from getting *my cheena and the bestfriends christmas presents to spending some for myself..im blaming myself to trust you so much and not having saved up money.cause i never thought you would have the heart to do this to me.doesnt pay to be nice does it.
now this enry conflicts about those who coloured my life and the *only one who never fails to.thanks.
fuck.
9:22 PM
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