i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

yesterday i felt old.
okay this is a wee bit too late for a blog wish but HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LITTLE WOMAN!i hope the wish you made on the thomas cake will come true.well i hope you wished.heh.and stay healthy but you know you always have your nim jom peh pa kao or whatever.haha.and and may God have your name in God's good book.stay out of trouble unless you're with nadd and i.and i love you.so you owe me 5 bucks.

haha.we celebrated laila's with alot of food.mann i have realised i need a lesson in saving my money.maybe two.haha.but we made it anyway cause nadd and i rock.sorta.well mostly her cause ya.heh.and hitting the arcade was bliss la.been so long since the last.and nadd always played dirty.tsk.mean-oh.and we shall never ever ever EVER play that baby game again.never ever.that was a waste of talent.haha.

we played hide and seek with the rain.we went to hide under shelter and when we thought the green light was given for us to go out.the rain found us and started pouring.and we did that a lot of times.i lost count.so finally we decided to walk.haha.after meeting neesha and heading for the void deck i swear nadd was on too much laughing pills.oh did my stomach hurt or what.but it was good.good to see her laugh.and see her take,in her view,nice pictures.haha.well okay la actually.not that bad.except for the part she wanted to create the 'blurry' image and asked me and neesha to shake our heads.WHAT?!haha.you silly la.haha.

talking about primary and secondary days are embarrassing.im sure you you and you would very much agree.but all of us took that step and talked about it.oh boyy.what a conversation.and it might be me but i really cant remember that one part nadd and laila saw,happening.really meh?i'll knock on my brain later and ask.

but whatever we went through together or not,im glad we're here now.

one day when the time comes,i hope i dont see you zone out anymore.i dont know what to do to make you feel better and i cant find the words to say.i do want things to be normal and i want you to see the light.im trying to catch you cause you're falling but when you're spaced it seems that im failing.just dont forget to breathe.im here.

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