i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

53rd.

happy birthday pa.and more to come.i hope God has your name in God's good book but for the past 18 years ive been alive,you've done nothing but good to the family.well yea you've done some naughty things you you father of mine you.heh.but ive learnt to overlook that.i also hope that God will panjangkan your umur and murahkan your rezeki okay?

i love you.

and i suck at carrying a cake home.no really.i do.the cake that i bought was durable i tell you.durable.it had no bumps eventhough i nearly dropped it on my way home.haha.and i thought that the decor might most prolly drop off but no.it stayed.good good.unlike the dumb mango cake i had to carry while i was on my way to cpf building.oh did the top stick to the side of the box or what.haha.but sshh.dont tell.it wasnt my fault!hahaha.

i failed my ftt.hahaha.oh yes that green light question popped out.and yes i answered the right one.but i guess i answered other wrong ones.tsk.i am so pissed at myself.now ive to wait my tiny butt for june the 11th.and i better pass or i will pluck all my hair out.okay not really.but but i'll be very sore.haha.

so today i met little woman.oh wait.i'll rephrase that.little sick whiny woman.like gee balls.she was at the most whiniest point.but i was nice sorta cause if i wasnt i would really abandon her.or kick her to the road and let a car ram her or something.hahaha.but but no.i stuck with her and shut down my system when she started to whine.wahlao.bising.haha.

well on the other hand,she looked real ill.like when we just went out to walk she'll feel her feet burning.and she feels cold everywhere else.so i told her she's having a fever and she didnt believe me.so the doctor saved my wasted breaths and told her she's having 39 degrees for the body temperature.ahh there.you eat your little pills and sip your meds and suck your lozenges.

AND QUIT PUFFING TOO MUCH.

and so smart-intelligent is going to blow.ive used all my brain mass to help her out.and im still going to help even if means coming down to chai chee and cooing or ite tampines for that matter.i hope she gets past this phase fast.one thing in life being held hostage is already stressful.this time around 3?!mann huge test from the Almighty.but the Almighty will help you through as well yes?have faith have patience.we'll go through this together okay?im going to take your hand and lead you out.

that is a promise.

kartina suhaimi!congratulations on your acceptance into Lasalle.hope this one goes well yes?you'll be fine in fine arts.haha.okay wait you did take fine arts kan?heh.so now you can draw me in your still life assignments.you'll get your diploma in double quick time.haha.

so i dont know what i thwacked but the aftermath smelt like bananas.hmm come to think of it.been awhile since i had one.haha.oh please clean those minds.gee.

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