i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

hangover.

i woke up and cant remember why i did.i meant.not that way la.im not depressed and want to die or anything.i just didnt know why i keep waking up soooo early!i dont like.i slept at 3 last night and woke up at 10.which i know dont sound as bad but but i was at a chalet and everybody knows that takes up energy.haha.

i went home in a cab and there's just those few days/nights that you want a silent cabby.those who pick you up and drop you.that's all.last night i wished i had one of those.i didnt want to listen to him asking me questions about downtown east but i just rambled along.i wanted to hear songs from my phone la uncle.aiya.

then i wanted to pay by nets but after numerous tries he decided to drive me to the nearest posb.gah.and that was mum's atm i took out from.heh.i'll put the money back in.dont worry im the nice kid.haha.

ohhh laaiillaaa.haha.look i know it feels.it sucks so bad you want to keeelll someone.but im sure what you had was bliss.so just remember that and forget everything else that came after.the pain the hurt the agony the unanswered questions.forget it.it'll make you want to bang your head on the wall.i wanted to do it 25 times.

the past always has its way to either put a smile on your face or bring those tears.and im sure you've had enough of crying now.so i think la kan you should smile cause he's a clown and clowns make you smile.unless you're tina cause she scared of clowns.heh.oops.sorry tina.i tell seekret.

gah.so laila is feeling that way and nadd cant tell the person she loves that she loves him.tsk.this is making my head itch.hahaha.no i mean i actually dont know what to do.and i dont think staring at my keyboard will do any good.but but i'll be here there wherever when you need me or my green ear keychain and nadd,i dont break promises.

StarX and a closet full of black.

anyway.im having this feeling to do something.but i dont know what.EH WHY AH?!annoying la.haha.i think i want to help the karung guni man honk his horn.haha.

return the keys to these hearts,please;