i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

Oh God,please let the third be a charm.

jolly jolly boo boo fart.i am not going to be lazy and book for my third ftt tomorrow.argh.and before nadiah al-ansari whips my butt in a million different places,i will pass this.i dont care.i will.haha.

had/am still having training these few days.there's like so much things to stuff in my overcrowding brain.haha.no okay fine.there isnt alot of things on my mind but still you know.just agree with me.haha.sometimes just for the fun of it,i wonder if we could have an extra USB for our own memory.then at least we have back up data for those brain-crashed modes.right right?haha.

nadiah put up the most bleah-est picture of us together.ARE YOU TRYING TO GET A PAYBACK SINCE YOU THINK I PUT A BAD PICTURE OF US?i think we looked nice in my birthday entry picture.haha.but in yours it looks like i got one side of my head chopped off.and no that is not funny.stop laughing.heh.

walking around town doesnt seem to be tiring when you have good company.and laila is the most gerek partner around.HAHA.oh gosh that was lame.but serious serious.we entered every mall walked every street and made a rather big round in town.and in between we searched for miss neopet starX birthday presents.and fyi,laila is a meanie when comes to birthday surprises.really.i never thought that little woman could come out with those ideas.tsktsk.haha.

i think big brother should like breathe.he's working 2 jobs now and he just came home and knocked out.like he's still in his uniform all.gee.is he saving up for something here?hmm seeing him in his canadian pizza uniform is making me hungry.i should stop eating junk.haha.ya like telling that to myself will work.

marks and spencer has like stimulating scents.i could just stand there and stuff the nozzles up my nose and get high.haha.but right now smelling my shirt would have the same effect since i sprayed myself with it.heh.

okay too long.many words.

goodnight.sleep tight.dont let the bedbugs bite.

anticipating the firsts;





i wasted the technician's time.

haha.well i thought the net wasnt connected back.cause the phone line had no dial tone.so i called singtel and they sent their tech.and he found out that the phone cord wasnt working.so yea.i had to get a new cord.heh.

sorry eh pakcik.waste your time all.heh.

so anyway alot of things happened but i dont know where to start so i shall randomly pick a topic.which currently i cant find.haha.hmmmmmm.

okay.i think nadiah needs a visit to the doctor to have a whole body check up cause she aches and pains all over.and then she's complaining about her bladder and i wish sometimes i could kick her at that part so she'll pee and be reminded not to hold it in.maybe laila and i should bring her to the doctor for her birthday.us taking very good care of her is what she needs for a birthday present.and since she wants alot of thingamajigg then she can have access to all of the doctor's medical tools.

aye nadd?good idea yes?heh.

laila seems to have her hands rather full right now.and her attachments are coming.so not looking forward to that she says.but listening to her tell me about her projects made me stressed so i feel your pain.some of it.heh.but still good enough.haha.other than school and your wandering emotions i think you're alright yes?you havent been leaving conversations cause of a book anymore.and you sound normal most of the time.

unless im being rather oblivious which i hope im not.cause you both are very dear okay peegs?heh.

my neighbour told me to lock my bicycle cause the town council people will come and take it away if i dont.why would they do that?are they jealous i have a bicycle?my neighbour's name is aisha.and she is a policewoman.so i dont need to dial a number.just knock on her door.no wait.it depends if i can actually reach her door.haha.okay nehmind.

i actually failed my damn ftt for the bloody second time.and i thought i was really going to pass that crap.bleah.but it okay.i is study next time.whenever that is.

ive got work at 7.and my armpits hurt.hahaha.did you pinch me?

not ready to catch;





casually seeping in.

do you remember why i walked on water for you.do you remember my first steps on the moon.aaron carter used to rock the love song genre.now he seems to get wasted.haha.but that was a brilliant song.and so was adam sandler's grow old with you.

oh and i forgot to mention neesha baked me a cake.heh.sorry.it was nice though.dont worry i eat most of the things that come my way.haha.so thank you very much.heh.and come to think of it nobody has baked me a cake.i demand a personally baked cake next birthday by someone.haha.okay dont want to talk about the big 2-0 so soon.

gah.

martha stewart's season ended.now they're showing rachel ray.and i have not heard of her.ever.haha.have you you or you heard of her?hmmm.that day she was talking about a book called the orgasmic diet.it included chocolates and alot of pills and chocolate.yum yum.haha.i want to go for a chocolate and junk diet.how come nobody has come up with that?

i feel this headache coming.and i think i know why.haha.cause i semart-ly went to suck on the cod liver oil pills instead of swallowing with water.heh.well well the initial taste was sweet what.so i thought what the heck i'll just suck on them.then it tasted like fish.like really strong taste of fish.and oil.therefore it's fish oil.yeap.i know i am a genius.

i hate the way numbers make my head spin and get me confused.i tend to panic.haha.talking about confused,my brother is a gong.no matter how many times i tell him it's Confucius said you go to jail he'll say Confusion said you go to jail.confusion cant talk big man.gee.either he listens to me or go watch russell peters and blast the speakers.right right?right.

okay sleep.

disengaged;





the day i got my umbilical cord cut.