i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

raya prep hit mum.

her mind wandered off today for abit.first she went to ask the malay shop owner if the shop is going to be open tomorrow.and of course he said no cause tomorrow is raya.so mum got reminded of that.haha.then we were thinking of taking a cab but we took the train instead.then as the train was approaching,she stuck out her hand and hailed it.hmmm.okay.then we were at kembangan but since she saw the sign at the opposite which states boon lay,she told my dad we were at boon lay.right right.heh.i guess she's okay now.yay!haha.

SO PEOPLE!SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
forgive me if my words haunted,daunted or hurted.as well as my actions.i promise i'll try to be as goody as i can for the next year and the rest to come.heh.enjoy the month.dont eat too little.heh.gorge on whatever you want.haha.here comes the time of the month where kids sit on their beds at night counting cash.and idiots stand on the scale and count how much weight they've gained.

curtains.why are you such a chore on putting up?gee.but it okay.i have siti nurhaliza's berdendang mari berdendang nazam lebaran song.and of course my shakeyourbombom dangdut hits.haha.i am so tired.haha.but but i managed to meet laila and nadd just now.it's nice to get a breather for awhile.and they're more than enough.

and grandmaaaaa.i miss you.

lets go on a trip to the rainbows;





F1 drivers are driving safaris.

BAHAHAHA.mum meets the weirdest people and have them as friends.the same person who said the abovementioned also said 'eh you didnt iron your shirt ah?no wonder so crunchy'.oh boyy.i would like to meet this lady and have a good long conversation with her talking and me trying to figure out what she's talking about.haha.

so i went to dye my hair.or actually i went to buy hair dye to dye my hair.ya okayy.anyway i thought my scalp was going to end up in flames cause it itch-ed and just felt like it was going to burn.hahaha.but no it okay.i think.havent washed it off yet.later la in awhile after this.haha.i have assignments to finish and i want to plus need to finish it before raya.cause i will surely fatten myself up like a blimp and be superbly lazy to do anything.haha.

i hate putting up the curtains cause we will always argue.grrr.but it okay.i got kuih to eat.haha.geylang sipaku geylang was crowded today.yes the parents and i went there to get foood.haha.it was HOT HOT and CROWDED.no good.haha.then we met a lady whom i thought was my auntie but actually was the parents' ex-colleague.hahaha.i know i am like so bad at recognizing people.haha.but i didnt look at her properly know not my fault.haha.

i can finally state that i have satisfied all my cravings during the fasting month.i had the BEST food around which included ramlee burger,arnolds,kebabs and icecream,haha.i broke fast with the BEST people,i walked around the BEST place to shop during this month and i am a happy goober.i know i sound fat.hahaha.but whatever.jvbkdfzg.

nadd you shouldnt change your blogskin.it time consuming and the skin's not worth it.hehehehehe.sorry.and i want an n82.bleah.

okay hair needs a washey washey.

im not that great;





mirror mirror hanging on the wall.

no im not going to ask a mirror a question.just in case it answers back then i'll pee and crap in my pants at the same time.haha.but nadd being the hardcore gore-movie buff brought laila and i to watch mirrors.and boyy i didnt know you could rip open your mouth til it dangles from the jaws.could you or couldnt you?movies make me think.haha.but the movie had alot of freak-me-out moments.it had like a remake of emily rose which is totally not scary but you know she screams and like moves fast and it freaky.eeyerr.

oh before i forget.

CONGRATS LAILA FOR PASSING YOUR TP.and now since you're going to get a car i shall use my ezlink til it's dry and call you when i need a ride.yes yes?haha.but make sure you get a hang of the roads first eh.later i want to go pasir ris you send me to commonwealth all.wahlao finish.heh.

the trains were faulty today.it moved then didnt move.then like EVERYBODY else took cabs like all over the east.and my mum called me sounding all worried and i just woke up.haha.i was an hour late but i had project thingie today so no worries la.everybody was late anyway.and it rained like cats mice dogs peanuts all.haha.

okay yesterday was actually a whole lot of fun.because i got to play in the morning watched a movie in the afternoon and eat at night.haha.after meeting laila we went to ikea.and since it was like 11ish there werent many people so i play la.so fun the things there.especially the trolley which i sat in and laila had no strength pushing cause she was laughing her butt off.then say my fault.tsk.haha.but i played with the towels and blinds,rolled myself in comforters and laid my head on pillows to test them.haha.i wanted to sit on the thingies at the kids section but laila wouldnt let so she walked away.bleah.but i played on the slide which was like gerek.HAHA.

meeting the whole lot of friends was also a pick up.there were like 10 of us.i think.yea should be la.haha.and i dont know what we caught up with but there was a whole of whambamclingclang.and din just shouldnt have spoken last night.haha.no no nothing against him.but crik crik.yea.haha.

F1 is tonight.and i thank God it wont be near my place or i would have seriously invested in melons.

and and dear God,please help papa get well.

cause i want to lie on your shoulders;





25th.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMELLY BROTHER OF MINE!

haha.although i nearly forgot that we were going to celebrate today and neatly planned to break fast out with the ladies.HAHA.sorry.but anyway i hope you had a great meal and yea im sure you did la.thai express and haagen dazs should be more than you can handle.you like want to explode all.haha.now you,big brother,please stay out of trouble and drive/ride safely on the road.i hope God has your name in God's good book and harap dipanjangkan umur and murahkan rezeki eh.haha.

oh gosh.somebody marry my brother.HAHA.

dont feel like typing much.ice-cream man caught my attention.

LING A LING A LING!!!

cause im insecure like that;





thursday night.

met nadd and laila to break fast at fish & co.been awhile since we've had that.i think.heh.but meeting with them is always a pleasure.i dont know.the night went by so fast i cant recall what happened.i know i had jellybeans after that and nadd lost track of time which made laila very jumpy and annoying.haha.but it's all good.heh.

well teenaa told me king was in town.then when i asked more details she said she talked to someone but wasnt very sure of what was being said.teenaa teenaa you uh.always know.haha.but it's okay la i understand.i do that too.haha.

my mum wants me to buy food like now.isnt it a tad too early?gah.and dad wants his chicken rice at simei and mum wants fast food and im going to get them alone.not that i mind just that i want my dad to get a car.vroooooooom.

life's too short.dont waste it on me.

self-esteem went for a trip;





cause it's in 2 weeks.

this is going to be rush hour.i want to go ikea and get blinds for the room but mum is sticking to geylang to get everything else.which i dont mind cause it's geylang and whatever she needs is there.but i want to do my room.i cleaned it and changed the sheets but you know i want to cover the windows.and no i do not want to use cutains cause they make me feel old.heh.and no offence to people who put curtains in their rooms really dont get me wrong.just think that they are better off in the living area.heh.

yea so the dining table set is here and the people are fixing it.mum is paranoid about the floor cause she thinks it might get damaged if something too heavy sets on it.aiya.haha.but she paid quite abit so fine i should understand.haha.but but i wanted to show her my heels and she told me not to put it on while in the living room cause the floor might get crack.WAHLAO I ENORMOUS AHH?hmphjdhfk.heh.and yes i bought sexyhott heels okayy.haha.

so the table's done and im going to bathe.i have been bathing early these few days minus the part i need to go school.haha.oh oh the brother is sick.he has meds that have nice colours.how come when it comes to me i get the pink boring ones and he gets the red and white ones?haha.okay fine forget it.

captain underpants is hott.

from curries to kebabs;





aristotle.

he came up cause im sitting opposite his block.umm am in the school library and i can see his name like right there.see?haha.and he said happiness depends upon ourselves.and i am happy.and i wish to stay happy for as long as i can.being happy is good for the soul mann.haha.but im rather sleepy today.haha.the connection here is actually not bad la unless you really need to find something real quick then dont bother.haha.but i think it's fine.

i am surrounded with studying people.haha.i know la not surprising but they all speaking in prc language or others that i dont understand.i find it highly amusing to hear them have such perfect articulation of their language.whereas i need more lessons on how to speak malay well-er.haha.and no i have nothing against prcs whatsoever.and they always have this electronic dictionary device thing that helps them change english words to chinese.i find it cool like hua yi cool.haha.

it rain!whoa.i didnt bring umbrolly.nehmind la.eh.it stopped already.haha.i think God is having fun.haha.well just dont get cranky okayy?heh.somebody please speak in english or malay.something i know.i feel lost having to hear other languages.gah.where are the mats and minahs when you need them.haha.not that i would understand them speak their gua lu lepak language but at least i can make sense of a couple words.haha.and when they speak english i just want to break down.haha.okay i am so mean.sorry la mat minah.heh.

i feel like having mooncakes later.the beeg lotus one without yolk cause it already looks unappealing and i just found out its the salted egg that i usually see my uncles and aunties and i think my parents eat them too.it icky.like blearrrggh.ouhh i smell something vanilla-ish.why did it disspear so fast?i still want to smell it know.

mum said we could break fast at THE best place to have mixed rice which sounds so weird so i shall say nasi campur.haha.i loikeee.and i should think if we are already there then we would be getting the family's raya clothes.i still dont know if they want orange or yellow and i think the mens clothes should have a change some time soon cause it's very boring to see them wear more or less the same thing just different colours,placement of buttons and collared or not.

okay long.pinkie wants to drop.and i thought someone was bathing or something cause i heard splashing of water.but actually was the guy cleaning the library shelves.boo.

to another bright day with you;





lemsip max.

tastes like warm detergent.heh.not that i have drunk detergent.but you know when your washer is doing its thing and you open it.then you get a whiff of whatever you put in.yea.lemsip smells and tastes like that.i dont care.it does.haha.but i guess it helps.

the whole family is sick.and i pray we will get better soon.like very soon maybe now also can.haha.and we have run out of all meds.like nothing in the kitchen will make our illnesses go away.it might make it worse since there's alot of junk like carbonated drinks and chocolate and crackers and popcorn and ice cream.haha.alot of those.hehe.i am so wanting to get my hands on the popcorn cause it amuses me when it pops in the microwave.haha.i know i get easily amused.haha.

so the brother has sent his bike to get sprayed.i dont know.i kinda like his now bike colour cause it is so sexy with red and black.i know it's a norm nowadays but it just looks good like that.heh.and now he is spraying it the pramac way which has white grey and red which is not bad.but since when has red and black failed us with its sex appeal?huh huh?heh.oh and please dont get me wrong i dont think my brother is sexy.just his bike.haha.

nadiah has greenery today so she should be in school by now.laila is at work and is doing nothing.tina is prolly in school or printing her stuff somewhere.and i am sipping detergent.i want to cut my nails.they are longg and dirtyy and i do not like my nails longg and dirtyy.eeekk.so lets wait til i can fast back and that'll be the first thing i do.heh.even scratching my head hurts with these longg nails.aiya.

okay lets catch some telly.

so afraid of the day i lose;





the boy next door.

oh dont worry im not in love.he just reminded me of my brother.cause their grandma just said his little sister is crying cause he clipped her hand on something.and i got reminded of the day my brother closed the cab door while i was coming out.and my fingers got jammed on the frame cause yea i was pulling myself out la kan.heh.it hurted and i was like whatt 5?oh boyy did he get a scolding.hahaha.

met tina today after like 266202060602 years.like whoa.and she said i have alot of hair.haha.well at least she can see i have hair and am not balding.haha.waited for her at lido but i was eating before that.heh.and i ate at the top floor where i was convinced there wasnt going to be makciks and pakciks but i sure was wrong.tsk.they're all getting in with the trend nowadays.haha.

then then she did her filiming thing which i found rather amusing.it was a first person point of view kinda film so it showed walking people and stuff at town.but im not sure about all these so you people can ask her.haha.we cam whored like madd.usually not that much but today was exceptional.haha.and and we bought stuff from daiso.haha.i am no longer a daiso virgin.have never shopped there before until just now.and i stupidly asked tina how much my thingie is going to cost when there was a banner that states everything was $2.haha.i know i can be so dumb.heh.dont agree with me.

oh oh.and she bought this pretty skirt which i thought was pretty.haha.she thought it was mushroom-like.but she looked good so why bother about mushrooms.heh.and it was from ripcurl and it was 70% off.too good a deal .heh.and i bought a bag cause my old bag reeked of eggs.haha.it was my sec 4 bag la people.give it a break okay.heh.yea and it was on discount too.yayness!

and and tina wanted to get hair extensions for a buck at cineleisure and i wanted to get a tattoo.haha.we were so close to doing it but then she realised she wants to perm her hair and the nautical starr i wanted to do looked more like a starrfish.haha.oh dont worry your little butts.it was temporary.but you know.i watch too much ink shows.heh.and no i will not do the real one.ever.i will get screwed in life and death.hee.

so i need the toilet now.and that boy is noise mann.but i shall be nice and not scream in his face.heh.

pinned hopes and crashed castles;





my shoulders wanted to give way.

gah.tuesday has always been heavybag day.and since seXkitten and i didnt meet cause she still was ill,i went to shop by meself.i hope you stayed home like a good girl and not stray around all eh.and please eat your meds and i refuse to believe you when you say you've lost your voice but you're fine.hmmphh.you is always out to cheeeatt me.haha.

so i walked like at fep then wisma.then i found out i was stupid cause i went out from orchard mrt and i could go wisma first before fep so i had to make such a huge turn.then then i went to citylink,suntec,marina,funan and totally missed my pitstop which was peninsula.so with like a 10kg load on me i wanted to break.haha.

met laila after that to annoy her.haha.then i was talking alot like seriously alot then got this pakcik who said fasting cannot talk too much.but pakcik i not fasting leh.anyway fasting cannot eavesdrop know.later ear drop.heh.

so i bumped into papa who was sound asleep in the train.i didnt want to disturb him until i got the seat next to him then i said PAPA!haha.he looked so tired like gee.and he drank ice lemon tea the packet one,in the train.if kena caught wah kena pay know.heh.

okay.my friends are falling for my brother.i am going to sit in that corner right there and weep.

run those fingers through my hair;





the auto spray.

papa bought it for the kitchen bathroom since we all use it.although he and mum have one of their own.so so it has specified timings on when it sprays right.and the last i saw was every 36 minutes and it was hung just beside the toilet seat.but but the past couple of days everytime i enter the thingie will spray.and i found it weird that i go to the toilet every 36 minutes right either that or it was just insulting me since i dont really bathe if i dont go out see.and it makes me jump everytime cause you know when you use the toilet its normally quiet and you are quiet and then from nowhere PSST!right beside you kinda thing.heee.

so then i got paranoid.cause i thought it was out to get me to bathe.but no.some itchy hand changed the time to every 9 minutes instead.no wonder la wahlao.so i can still continue not bathing until i really have to.oh dont worry i bathe when i meet friends.haha.well unless they come over early and yea.okay.

so i stayed home the whole day today.was supposed to go beach road with the parents but when they wanted to go out i was close to going back to sleep.so they went and i slept.haha.but i guess i was sleepy cause i ate when i got up.haha.well little miss p is here so since i cant fast i eat la.heh.and the first thing i had was a banana.a cold one actually.haha.i think my parents dont want the bananas to ripen too fast so they keep it in the fridge.yea but never had a cold banana up til now.haha.then i had cereal and cough syrup and cough syrup and sleep.

in which i think i need to go sleep before the parents wake up and see me still glued on the screen.heh.argh.i think i seriously need to pile up on melons to whack at those idiots.and if i find out my brother might be one of them,i'll throw one at him and his bike.bleah.but i still love him.haha.oh oh.nadiah popped into my mind.eyy lucks for your paper today.dont worry eh you'll do fine.after all your matrix and whatnot i saw you studying for,im sure you'll be alright.

oh oh.and happy birthday to laila's dad.im not sure how old he is though.47 ah?heh.tak pasti uh.later when you read this at around the time you reach work then you tell me uh eh.haha.it's a monday and im sure you wont have much to do.so here comes the 'rilla oh my God im so bored la' conversations.haha.

i wonder when this cough will fly.i had porridge for dinner.that should work.right?heh.

green tea is love;





the past week.

apart from mum's birthday,ive spent the rest at geylang.oh boyy.haha.with the mum of course.i wouldnt want to go there alone.i will most probably get myself lost.no actually you can count on that.heh.so the place hasnt changed much.the food tastes the same and all the shops are more or less in their same spots.but but i dont know it just doesnt feel like geylang.like how it was last time you know?ya.mann reminiscing makes me feel old.haha.

so i finally got my eyes set on my clothes.and yea it took the whole week to decide on what i want.mum despises my hard to please self.haha.well it's not like im fussy all the time.just this month when i need to pick out one out of many many.like you know kid in the candy store kinda.no wait if i was a kid in a candy store i'll take all.heh.okay fine lets not be greedy shall we.

okay so to the relief of laila and nadd prolly and maybe teenaa, i went to get cough syrup.haha.then then after i drank it and went to store it in the fridge,i realised there was the same cough syrup.except it was a bigger bottle.so so there was meds all along and and i didnt know and ive had this cough stick on me for quite awhile now.heh.

but i guess still eating junk didnt help.hee.

talking about nadiah,did i say i miss her?i still miss her though.NADDIAAAHH.i miss you.and i miss laila too.LAAIIILLAAA.i miss you.heh.hope you people are doing fine which i think you are.right right?heh.yea okay.

that last text;





that shard of glass.

woke me up in the wee hours.went to take a pee and then i stepped on it.like ouch.it hurted pretty good and tore a deep cut.but im okay.walking wasnt too easy today though.and since it rained and walkways were muddy it added to the pain.haha.but i still like the rain.cause it still equals to cold beds no matter.i know i said it before but yes that is how much i like cold beds.heh.

having a room that faces the road can bloody get on my nerves.i get woken up by motorcyclists/idiot drivers close to every night.gah.and they dont help if lets say im scared after a horror flick or whatever's on tv kinda thing you know.like really now do you have the need to rev up your engine so goshness of china loud in the middle of the night?gee.if i could throw a melon at you or something i would.

it's a wonder how my nose could spit out so much mucus in a day.where does mucus come from?haha.do they get stored in your body?and how come eventhough we have different sized noses,our mucus can be the equal amount?shouldnt small nosed people have lesser mucus?oh no wait then that's not fair.then non small nosed people need more energy to blow and more money to buy tissues.no but non small nosed people should find it rather easier to blow and nehmind this is going to take forever.heh.

i really hope this sickness passes by quick.it's my week break and here i am all sickly.and i havent done my assignment.havent even started reading.hee.okay in a while.gah.and and i hope papa's sickness passes by quick too so we can be healthy together.okay okay?

eating in 3 hours.yum.

cause you dont know what a minute feels like;





hear me scream.

nadd the intelligent brought me to watch 4bia today at marina.and i thought it was going to be an english movie you know.like english horrors arent that bad.but she didnt tell me it was thai.and we screamed in the theatre like there was nobody around.hmm well i think that would have freaked us out even more.ahh really people if you have a mind like mine which doesnt let go of horror flicks instead makes them more vivid,then dont watch it.trust me this once.

followed mum to geylang just now to get food and check out clothes.we did the former one fine but the finding of clothes part was a tad tough.there werent many choices and as usual,they were the last 5 years ago trend.so i think all 4 of us should find a colour we agree on and wrap oursleves in it.saves money time and the headache.

talking about headache,i need my cod liver oil again i guess.was running a temperature last night but it subsided this morning.thank God.but the cough and sore throat is still lingering around.so is the flu.but i doubt going to the clinic would be necessary though.i hope so.heh.

tomorrow is the 2nd.and it is mummy's birthday!!haha.well it's still early and just in case i get lazy to log on tomorrow,i want to wish you a happy 50th!whoa.sure dont look 50.anyway may God have your name in God's good book and panjangkan your umur and murahkan your rezeki.and we'll have a good dinner tomorrow and and you with your secret recipe cake.hmmm.haha.

and and to all the fasting people,hope you have a smooth Ramadhan and dont forget to breathe and pray hor.heh.and eat la and drink and all the other necessities la.ya.heh.

in 2 days and i need you;