i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

mug.

ive always been in love with rootbeer.since i was a kid.well they didnt have vanilla coke at that time.that statement made me feel old.but heck.ive always liked rootbeer cause it has the word 'beer' in which i am amused by.haha.i know i am such a loser.haha.but hey it is rather amusing that when i say i am drinking rootbeer to my relatives they wont freak and slap me around.i had mug today cause i met karteeenaaa.haha.thanks for the treat love.CHURROS!heh.

but mug has a whole new different meaning now.at this moment.say hello to exams.why do we need to write so much.why cant we jsut read a paragraph or a chapter or 2 and that's it?now that wouldnt make me scream my pants off and blow my brain.why do people like making things complicated.huh huh huh?okay dont mind me.it's the exams.and heat.

my friends are being sweethearts and making sure i have all i need for my HR paper.i am as grateful as ever.THANK YOU GOD.for all of them.especially the 2 awesomers.

i feel like having porridge.and having mum feed me.like everything from her hands taste a wee bit better.i hungry.gah.nad and laila are asleep.but they had one heck of a celebration.nad was sprawling and stinking up her home.all bored and lonely.that is still a celebration somewhere.heh.laila was up and about at her relative's open house.so i guess they should be all out of gas.

i should sleep.eating at this hour will make me grow all sorts.haha.i think.heh.

can i have this dance?;





stay this way.

my mum cracks me up so easily i want to find the recipe.she tells me the most random things and shoots the most cynical remarks.but the best thing about her is the ability to make everything that sounds wrong sound right.

we were watching tv and the tictac commercial came on.and she said tictacs dont taste good.she prefers durex.and i swore i repeated what she said in my head thrice before saying 'DUREX?!'.hahaha.and she said she meant duplex the one with the dual flavours.and somehow while thinking of it,prefering durex doesnt sound too well.oh well now i know what happens behind closed doors.hahaha.not that i want to know.gah.haha.and then she scolded me.cause she said i wasnt thinking right.HEY SHE SAID IT.hahaha.

discovery travel and living were showing morocco and i said the food looked good.we should go there and eat.and she said we cant eat everything we want there cause it's not a muslim country.and i thought she was right cause my world map is screwed up.until she said morocco is in africa.HUH?!okay.and she didnt want to budge on that thought cause i firmly belive it is not there.until they said all shops will be closed when it's time for prayers.5 times a day.well that sounds oddly familiar now doesnt it?oh my.i was being sucked in for a joyride.haha.

okay.pardon my fascination towards my mum.she is a character i am in love with.haha.minus the heck of an emocoaster she and the dad took me,they're a nice pair.and sometimes you know,the mum just knows how to make your day.

it's a little over noon and i woke up at 6.30.i'll update whatever that's going to happen later,later.haha.so til then.im going to bathe baaabyy.

i saw what spring is like on jupiter and mars;





converge and converse.





embed a profile book in my brain.

you know how you tend to sometimes not recognize a person on the streets but they so know you and your name and all that?yes.i go through that all the time.and i do mean ALL THE TIME.so yesterday i met nadd and laila and then there was this guy who called out my name and waved.so im like you you you look familiar but who are you again?hahaha.so i waved back haha and smiled and said hi.i am such a _____.haha.but then only now after like sleeping on it i realized who he was and his name.tsk.if he finds out im going to need one heck of a good explanation.hee.

so yea yesterday nadd skipped class and decided to meet us.haha.i dont know how she does it but she can always pull of the most weirdest combination of clothes.and she can look good.i am amused.haha.and no nadiahhh,i am not trying to make you feel good cause you wore whatever you wore last night.haha.

zack and cody is boring crap.HAHAHA.it is true hokayy.what's the hoohaa in watching two kids getting into trouble then coyly getting out?i could fall asleep with that show.sorry.and their hair when long,looks like a really really thick mop.hehehehehe.it does!really!haha.okay sorry again.heh.but i am going to be cliche and say zac efron is HOTTT.i know he has nothing to do with the show but with all the buzz about high school musical 3 and the screening of the other one on tv,i cant help but drool everytime his face appears.hahahaha.

OH OH ANISHAAA!!thanks for the email.i wanted to ask but i thought maybe later in the week i'll text someone.haha.but thanks thanks thanks anyway!you're a sweeetheart.

okay hunger pang.

let me feel you in my veins;





the humble abode.

i decided to paint the living area hot pink.not now.i mean the whole family would prolly give my head up to the chopping board.but i was thinking of how my house would be like when i own it.and yea.you know.it'll be hot pink with black leather furniture and a flat screen and a small kitchen with a red fridge the one i see in jamie oliver's kitchen only that his is white.and i dont trust myself with white.and the floor of the toilet will be stone and i always liked a flat counter for the the wash basin.and my room will be as sensual as i want it to be.i should do more thinking of the concepts but i shouldnt dream so far.hahahahaha.

OKAYY.

so lets talk about boring stuff.i've been preping myself up for the exams.except i havent gotten the case study for hrm cause i still havent gotten the damn password.gee balls.but ive been reading up hsm and no it's not high school musical.i wouldnt read such nonsense.heh.but yea hospitality services management.blablabla.i want to type instead of sitting down for 2 hours scribbling.it feels like lit all over again.and i know i've said that time and time again.haha.

mum made awesome chocolate pudding 2 nights ago and boyy have i missed mum's cooking.i like had 7 all together up til now.FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.i need self control.haha.but yea.i really need to like run or find the dumbells.hahaha.but i know i'll prolly do neither.hahaha.bleah.

the IR is already opeing its doors for applicants.and they have phases.so yesterday was for the more mature workers and women who want to return to the workforce.i wonder how many phases they have.and like the interviewers must be dead tired.it feels like auditioning for american idol.well singapore idol aint such a big deal.right?okay dont kill me.haha.

i wonder what nad is doing.she's prolly in school but you never really know what she's doing.haha.i wonder how she is.ARE YOU ALRIGHT NADIAH?!heh.i love you okay.and i miss you too!silly woman.heh.laila posted up nice pictures of youuu.hehehehe.

hold me tight then hold me again;





plenty.

instead of stuffing my nose in my textbook and case studies,i wasted my day away with the telly,computer games and food.i had a really late bath and oh oh i managed to slip in a nap as well.bk for breakfast was good.like finally i had a meal.after that was a blur cause i know i had a fair bit of pineapple tarts along the way.before and after the nap.haha.then i woke up played the games nadd transfered me all the way til dinner.in which i bathed.hahahaha.

amazing race this season is amazing.haha.okay that was lame.but really.there are a few more characters to look out for.like how the singapore team is seriously laid back.they do the minimal amount of running.okay too much credit.they do not run.they said it themselves im not lying.haha.then there's a heiress.like why in God's name do you want to participate in a race for $100thousand when your bank clearly has 100 times more.i dont get it.but maybe it's the thrill of being in a race.something like that.

i think my brother is in love with the police.they keep giving him letters.he just got fined and given demerit points for forming up in the wrong lane.i havent seen this one before but for speeding,hah.forget about counting.and he litters like as if there will be someone cleaning up after him.i mean yea there's the cleaners la.but you know.watch where you litter.like wasnt cwo enough?you cow.hahahaha.okay sorry.

laila.i hope you're okay.i dont know what went wrong somewhere in that tiny framework of yours but if you ever need anything.we're not far.still in singapore.maximum time limit will prolly be 45 to an hour.more or less the time it'll take for your pizza to arrive.haha.and tomorrow's open house seyy.daddy cook nasi briyani ah?heh.i dont know dads who cook.like my dad pops everything in the microwave.EVERYTHING.if he doesnt then he'll eat it raw.he has a good stomach.but when it comes to spice and heat.dont even think about it.we're both hopeless with the combination.haha.

i shall do my reading.

so scared that i'll never be put back together;





happy shalala.

the past week was madness.i hate feeling so bloody out of myself and i hope it never ever happens again.and for the 3 sent from above,i thank you.

sorry for troubling you.

i passed my ftt.THANK GOD.the person beside me had her ic on her table and it was stated she's chinese.then after squinting my eyes a bit,she had a malay name.like a really long one and a binte aziz.then i was amused.as usual.haha.so kept looking at it trying to figure out her name and could only make out elin.or something like that.haha.then i think she noticed me trying to look but i gave her my emotionless face so yea i guess that worked.haha.

i hate my meltdows just as much.

exams are coming right up.and i need to read.the case studies are okay but answering 15 marks questions is madness.this is the time when i feel like opening my head and stuffing the textbooks and notes in my brain.oh boyy.i need to grow up.haha.

cause you're all that i got.

today is an awesome day.so far.minus the morning rush for the brother.bleah.i hate last minute notices.like completely last minute.it gets on my nerves.and please do not call me and say that.i know who you are just by telling me your name.i feel bad for saying it but please.just dont.cause i havent got used to you.

it's nice to know i've got soft landings.

well im meeting teenaaaa in a while.like soon.im going to be late.hahaha.

highlight;





saye mabok kuih.

raya-ing with the ping yians was awesome la.haha.even the tight squeeze in the car wasnt much of a bother.heh.i think.well i didnt mind.heh.and fyera you were great la no worries okay.just please be careful while on the road please.yea.ahh and remember when you're driving up a slope together-gether bace BISMILLAH!haha.

so we had a lot to eat.i tasted the kuihs at every house just cause my hands want to.haha.then we had noodles all the way in everybody's house that we went.except nad's who had murtabak and eclairs that i swooped cause it's fugnice.haha.oh oh at laila's we had canadian pizza la and cheeken.it was good la.next time ask brother to bring back cheeken.heh.talking of which,he told me to wake him up at 8 cause he wanted to take the car and it's past 11 but he's not home leh.where he go?haha.

okay so next day i went out with laila cause she eksyen sick all.haha.we were supposed to meet nad but she stayed on for a little while more the day before at laila's then jengjengjeng!mother called her and was pissed.hmm so she couldnt/wouldnt im not too sure,go out.so we caught burn after reading and the house bunny.and brad pitt was a gundoo in the movie.such a dontknowhwat.haha.but it was a short one and laila didnt get/like it.so fine.haha.

the house bunny was a chick flick.you just know what's next.but they all made-over-ed real well.haha.well in short,they were HOTTT.not that they werent before but you know.heh.go watch it la.i wanted to catch eagle eye.but none of the timings matched ours and little woman didnt want to catch it in the first place.bleah.haha.

oh oh.then we went to laila's again to get her dressed up for her uncle's.and nadd,she wore the baju melayu and was all pink.like all the way with fara's pink bag the one that she has too.yea.she was very pink.and nadd,aqil is so djlfkhgsdjfi cute.baby bonda your head la.but he is like squishable.haha.when la is brother going to get a girlfriend and get married and have a baby all?tsk.nadd sweetie,time to do your job.hehehe.pfft.

i think we is going to johor later after going to the grave.i mean we are not going into the graves la you know.alaa im sure you people know la.heh.i still miss dunkin donuts.and why do movies show that policeofficers adore donuts?dont they eat something else?huh huh?heh.

all to ourselves;





feshizzle menizzle.

those words came out of my mouth after the iron exploded while i was using it.lucky never burn me leh.gee.and after it exploded the whole house blacked out.and i was alone and late for school.what a good-ly funny morning.haha.

so school was uninteresting as usual.blablabla.oh mrs sandosham made cheesecake which was awesome.i never once had any friends bake for me except for my 19th.which contradicts the fact that i said i never once had someone bake for me.but ya la okayy.haha.oh sweet sweet neesha.you is bake for me my birthday cake with a WHOLE LOT of m&ms and the biscuit thingie which laila sardine only took all.bleah.but it okay.i still have the plate.i had pizza on that plate a few moments ago.heh.

so i went to the robinsons sale today and bought a nice bag.which i didnt need but i just wanted.haha.i was actually going to get an iron but they only had the steam ones which came along with like a vacuum looking thingie.haha.so i looked for pillows cause i wanted 2 pillows instead of lying on one and patrick starr.did you get that?i didnt quite get myself there.haha.aiya figure it out.heh.so me being me,never really stick to what i want to buy.so i got a bag instead.and one more seekret thing cannot tell.haha.

yea so im totally beat and i still have assignments and ive been gorging on the kuihs at my place.if you people come by and there isnt much left means the kuihs are not to my fancy.so you can have them.HAHA.i am mean i know.sorry.bahaha.

bed is call rilla.here is rilla coming.

my command;