i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

the world needs a chill pill.

then at least people could breathe.gee.the news about india and bangkok are all over the papers.and to think places so pretty could end up in blasts and politics like these.and the singaporean who got killed.mann tough one.i didnt even want to read about it.so i took a nap instead.so at least i could find peace within my walls.thank God.

so the relatives are flying off tomorrow.i hope they have the safest journey to and fro.hmm and i have work.bleah.work hasnt been at all very kind to me.not about the people or the bad days.it's the idk.the saying yes part.haha.okay whatever.hahaha.

now now.nadiah al-ansari is ticked cause laila and i met on friday but didnt call.okay nadiah.our bad.the show ended late and we know you wouldnt want to come down.and okay fine.you dont want no excuses.but im sorry.we'll tell you next time.deal?heh.sorry.and i have YET to see that hair.goshnessofchina.

my brother left his drink in here and it's attracting ants.and i dont have the heart to squish them cause i just watched ant bully on tv.tsk.i want jelly beans.

believe it;





pickles,tomatoes and 25cent.

i never liked pickles and tomatoes.not one bit.i never knew how people in the west could bite on a whole pickle out of the jar and say it tastes good.and i never understood the tomatoes+soya sauce combination my brother used to/(idk if still does),adore.their tastes make the back of my tongue squirm and make me want to spit them out.bleah.

but i recently found out that they dont taste that bad.they actually are rather acceptable.hahaha.so i shall add those on the next sandwich or burger i have instead of pulling them away and causing my indulgence to crumble.

NOW HEY HO LO AND BEHOLD.i didnt know 50cent has a kid.i thought he would never even think of starting a family.i always thought he'll be THE MAN out there with his posse clubhopping and being hungover while being able to pay his bills the next month.but nooo.he knocked up this girl and she gave birth.oh boyy.and isnt it such a surprise the little one is called 25cent.i wonder where he got the inspiration from.and usher is welcoming his 2nd baby when i didnt even hear the noise about his first,moreover,his wedding.right.so mr love in the club sexyhot-abs guy is a dad.

i despise the fact that we need to pursue our own happiness.well not entirely dislike but you know,there are just those days when you need happy to be with you but suddenly it found it's hiding place and decides to stay a little.yea.well i hope my happy turns up soon.

oh and not that im not happy.i am thankful i have more than i could ask for.from a family to a house to awesome friends to neccessities to beliefs to God.but maybe it's the 'life is half-empty,half-full' kinda thing.or maybe i think too much.i tend to go well over my brain cells sometimes.people should invest in inventing emotion bottles.i would gladly be a shareholder.

anyway.i had no other conversation piece in my mind cause i was talking to my 5yr old cousin.so i asked something i would never."hey!ive watched HSM 3!have you?".yea.oh boyy.i need to mingle with people my age.haha.and she said no.so i felt bad cause it seemed like i was bragging.haha.sorry little girl.i am so bad at my cousins names.i think her name is iffah.haha.and i think i remember cause her sister has the same first name.you know like both are iffahs but they have a different alternative.im sure you get it.haha.and i think people should name their kids like that.then at least people like me dont need to ponder so much.heh.

okay.work is tomorrow.and my relatives are heading for the haj.i'll pray for your safety and pray for everything else.

:))

feels like it's slipping;





the O's are over.

well for me it ended just last year.hahaha.yea right.but everybody else seems to have just ended so i shall retrace my feelings.i dont know.all the things i thought i'll miss doesnt really hit as much.okay fine.i dont think i missed alot of my secondary school eqiupments.especially the log book that i had to submit after school each dayy.so when i get lazy,i bring it back.hahahaha.

ni la semangat 5 minit.heh.

but hey my friends are still here and we are still going on as strong.well yea we lose touch here and there and sometimes we dont know where each other has been but we know we're not alone.oh oh there is one thing i miss from secondary school.that that broken up place me and my friends used to sit in the morning to wait for each other.and to copy homework.and worry about yesterday's screwed up paper.and talk about boys and shit.they go well together.hahahahaha.so now the stinky school is taken over and pingyi has shifted.

LONG LIVE PING YI.hahaha.no no long live tan ah kiang.he was like the legand of principals.i wonder if he still has that silly car.haha.okay enough.i still hated the yellow and orange p.E shirts.like you could spot us within a 10 mile radius.aiyo.whoever created the combinations was seriously colourblind.no offence.heh.


im hungryy.but i feel like having breakfast.haha.i am going insane.i have a job that i dont fully comprehend.someone help me.God help me.


for the 3rd?;





this is so going to be stale.

BUT CONGRATULATIONS BARACK OBAMA!hahaha.now you is going to have hard time.so please put brain to good use and do something.heck a lot of things.hahaha.mann if i were to talk to him like that,i think i would be elected as the 45th president of my kitchen.

well good morning world and planets alike.today i have an exam.and next week i have school.after the paper i am going to celebrate.by going to work.i am so elated you have no idea.bleah.oh oh and nadddiiiaahhh.you have your btt today.i think you studied.of the many times,i saw you do it once.but you'll be alright.just please do not follow my steps when taking ftt.we all know where you'll end up.so no eh.haha.

ahh tomorrow i am going for my practical.im going to seekretly find laila's car and crash her.HAHAHA.oh crap.that not seekret nemore.hmm between you and me okay?cause laila will prolly read this years later so no worries.haha.but i pray i drive safe.oh please please make this work.hehe.

oh and nad.what's wrong?why are you having 2 of stuffs?i want 1.hahaha.but hey,dont forget i love youuu.and reply my text la peeg.haha.okay fine you're in school.bleah.haha.

lucks to you and me baybee.

it's the truth;





i dont know anymore.

15 months ago,i made a promise.

between 8.15 to 8.30pm,i made another.

i complicate matter.

where's the good in goodbye;