i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

pickles,tomatoes and 25cent.

i never liked pickles and tomatoes.not one bit.i never knew how people in the west could bite on a whole pickle out of the jar and say it tastes good.and i never understood the tomatoes+soya sauce combination my brother used to/(idk if still does),adore.their tastes make the back of my tongue squirm and make me want to spit them out.bleah.

but i recently found out that they dont taste that bad.they actually are rather acceptable.hahaha.so i shall add those on the next sandwich or burger i have instead of pulling them away and causing my indulgence to crumble.

NOW HEY HO LO AND BEHOLD.i didnt know 50cent has a kid.i thought he would never even think of starting a family.i always thought he'll be THE MAN out there with his posse clubhopping and being hungover while being able to pay his bills the next month.but nooo.he knocked up this girl and she gave birth.oh boyy.and isnt it such a surprise the little one is called 25cent.i wonder where he got the inspiration from.and usher is welcoming his 2nd baby when i didnt even hear the noise about his first,moreover,his wedding.right.so mr love in the club sexyhot-abs guy is a dad.

i despise the fact that we need to pursue our own happiness.well not entirely dislike but you know,there are just those days when you need happy to be with you but suddenly it found it's hiding place and decides to stay a little.yea.well i hope my happy turns up soon.

oh and not that im not happy.i am thankful i have more than i could ask for.from a family to a house to awesome friends to neccessities to beliefs to God.but maybe it's the 'life is half-empty,half-full' kinda thing.or maybe i think too much.i tend to go well over my brain cells sometimes.people should invest in inventing emotion bottles.i would gladly be a shareholder.

anyway.i had no other conversation piece in my mind cause i was talking to my 5yr old cousin.so i asked something i would never."hey!ive watched HSM 3!have you?".yea.oh boyy.i need to mingle with people my age.haha.and she said no.so i felt bad cause it seemed like i was bragging.haha.sorry little girl.i am so bad at my cousins names.i think her name is iffah.haha.and i think i remember cause her sister has the same first name.you know like both are iffahs but they have a different alternative.im sure you get it.haha.and i think people should name their kids like that.then at least people like me dont need to ponder so much.heh.

okay.work is tomorrow.and my relatives are heading for the haj.i'll pray for your safety and pray for everything else.

:))

feels like it's slipping;