i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

take back the sting.baby,please dont leave.

i hope you'll reach in and really gather your emotions.we dont like seeing you lost and confused.we dont like seeing you dazed and taking in everything.you've been very much the greatest friend anyone can have and we are totally blessed to have you.and right now,we know you're all over the place.you have alot going on and you're beginning to resent it.if we could give/say to you something anything to make you feel the least bit better,please please do speak.but in the meantime,hang on.i dont know what to say.you've heard my mind.and i know you dont want to lose and either way,it's going to be the same.not asking will leave you clueless and asking will make things different.AND I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE CLUELESS.i dont blame you.but you always seem so distant when we're right there.

just one thing,take your time.

the stool mum bought me has buttons that arent very butt-friendly.or maybe ive been sitting on it for too long.but still,it is my butt we are talking about.heh.so today or yesterday whateverwhichever,was well-spent.cause i met them both and all we did was eat and laugh.it was us 3 being fat and happy.and for that moment,nothing else mattered.zomg.i am becoming a tad soft.ahh i feel like having mr softie.been awhile since i had that.the last i remembered,it tasted good.i wonder if it still does.heh.

and before it slips,
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY AFIEFATAL MISSMURDER IHAVENOCLUEHOWTOSPELLYOURFULLNAME BINTE MOHD ROSLAN!!!!!

hahaha.we sharex2 father name.JUST THE NAME.hehe.i had the decency to make your age microscopic.heh.but why bother about age.now you can sit back and look at all the upcoming minahlians and laugh in their face.heh.sorry i was just traumatised by the growing minah population in ping yi.zomg.too many.so so i is pray you dipanjangkan umur and murah rezeki okay?best.and please dont mind my malay.it has gone haywire.haha.

laila cannot go overseas and study.nadiah and i will not approve of it.heh.

just stop it from ringing;