i lose my senses.i lose my words.i lose everything but my love.i find reasons to believe im still sane and grounded.but i'll come full circle knowing i wont be without you.i despise myself for being soft.i irritate myself for giving in to everything,anything just so the other wont hurt.you taught me how to stand.and so i shall.im done making people happy.it's time to make me happy.and it's time i shared it with you.with us.

im no great poet.im no better with winning you over.but here's to the million and one.it doesnt tell you why,but it's close.heh.and read it properly.you'll get it baby.you will.

How Do I Love Thee? (Sonnet 43)

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

i love you.even the little blue bird knows it's true.

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

Membuatku terdiam dan terpaku

Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata yang tak mampu kuungkapkan kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku

Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku

and that's a first.heh.i know you hate me when im sappy and emo-fied.but i guess i just missed you.and it's only been a day.zomg.

naddstar lyla kurseth anisha mairah nisah sarah sophie hafizah


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