i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

inhale.

i dont know what came over me.i dont know if i want to actually find out.one day we are going to get tired of this but i dont us to get tired of each other.we might have just started but we go back years.that is not worth losing.at all.i'll get my act together and this thing we have to overcome shall be overcome.i love you too much.maybe that is a problem i overlooked.but i cant control this.not by myself.i need you.i hate relying on people.but i need you.

i might take out my eyes,but im far from blind.i might shut my ears,but im far from being deaf.i might turn my heart to ice,but im far from a tyrant.things i see and hear might not be to my liking.but i only have this once to live and im not going to make my life sad and miserable.cause when my arms hold you and my knees unbuckle,nothing else matters.

i really outdid myself this time.i feel constricted.i feel suffocated.all by me.these walls are tired of my emotions.im a complicated mess.but you do a good job in untangling.and for that,my love,i thank you.

love is spoken not by the tongue but by the heart.love is heard not by the ears but by the soul.

exhaled.