Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
reboot.
march drained me out like a leech.the whole month was about planning and executing.it was a ball,really.but it saw me through exhausted days and burnt out nights.in which caused a slip in you and me.i had no time for you and you had no time for me.although we were together,it felt like we werent.we had a blinding distance in us that we knew was present but we had no time to note.everyday we had each other but we couldnt feel us.to tell you the truth,i thought the only thing i was holding on was a belief that you might still want to.and i didnt tell you cause of all the many other thoughts i have that you deem nonsensical.so ignorance was bliss.i didnt want to think i didnt want to know.i just wanted to move along.
the one time you wanted me to speak,i failed.i didnt want you to think i was paranoid.i didnt want you to think i doubted you.i didnt want you to think i was failing us.but it was a relief you told me what you did.it lifted a weight that was embedded in my head.and so we'll work on us now,if you dont mind.heh.
OI NAD!hehehehe.congrats congrats for successfully entering nyp.have fun.play safe.take care.and YOU BETTER STUDY AH!see see guy all.slap you uh.and pass your tp hor.then i got 2 chauffers.ahhhh.the life babyyyy!muahahaha.
mann,im smelly.
all mine,all yours,all ours;
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