Hello Friend.Hello Stranger.
i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
24 hours ago.
8 texts.
1 call.
all i needed.
11:25 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
part of the list.
things that i miss.i come up with something new every single time.
i am so weak and feeble,i am hopeless.
do me a favour.
get on that flight,now.
i am so afraid you dont feel the same.but no thought shall damage me or us for that matter.
the smell of your skin lingers on me.
3:57 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
in my head.
so many words.they overlap each other;fighting for the best laid out line.but i cant put them together.i have so much to say yet i cant.i miss you so much.i miss you alot.i miss you like crazy.
i miss you.
this average someone misses you.
not looking for a mutual feeling.just despising the ticking.
okay i shall stop being a lame loser.
and work today was fine.thank God.please let the rest be fine too.
pretty little missile that shot me out the sky.
12:23 AM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
7 days II.
one word:
EMPTY.
one name:
ABY.
one date:
15th.
cause you're on a jetplane.
6:32 PM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
7 days.
well last week was a blast.wasnt exactly all 7 days but it nearly amounted to that.heh.birthday surprise,birthday trip,pcd concert,birthday pit and i am full to the brim.okay lie.ive been eating still.heh.and mum is going to cook me my birthday lunch cause she's half-daying today.wheewhooo!
i actually do have my pit pictures but i lazy.haha.next time okay,next time.and i feel dumb for writing on the same cbox with 2 different names and 2 different messages but it's all me.hehe.
my life is running smoothly i dont even want to think,afraid that one thought will ruin everything.i just want it to stay this way and dont shift.i am hanging to the fact that i am happy.i am really happy.last week's smile is still plastered somewhere and i dont want it to ever fade.i nearly forgot what it feels to laugh.like really laugh,with my all my heart.i nearly lost the strength to smile with much sincerity and truth.but i did.i did.
holidays.hmm no thoughts,baby.dont want to.
others who broke my heart,they were like northern stars.
11:26 AM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
im not even going to say much.
im sure you know,i spent my day at the zoo.
and this was my morning.unbathed,barely clothed and lyla+nadd came over to surprise me.
and these are my you-know-whats.
WHEEEEEEWHOOOOOOOO!!!!hahaha.oh and there were manymanymany other pictures that we took at the zoo.my hands just dont want to place them.haha.oh oh.i am still excited!!!!!hahaha.
thanks for everything people.thanks thanks thanks.thanks for making my day.like really making my day.i appreciate all that you've done.all everything.i thank you.
baby,i love you.for my every breath is yours.muah.
nad,mairah,neesha,me loves yousss alllss.hahaha.
1:23 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
the big 2.
no i didnt miss a number.and yes,i am in denial.but either wayyy,i am THIS excited for today and the rest of the week,that i am up at this hour.or it might be the heat that made me uncomfortable therefore i woke up.but i think the former sounds better.
laaaadeeeeedaaaaaa.
thanks for all the wishes,for all the reminders that i am old,for the one and only call from the noisy lovely bunch(
appreciated),for all the presents whose pictures i shall upload soon,for the surprises that i know and dont know of,for the smile that was plastered on my face when i slept and for the smile that is still here.
me love yous.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
7:31 AM