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and if found,do call.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
5.
let's meet them.
(L-R): Tequila, Gin, Vodka
Liqeurs: Kahlua, Bailey's, Bols and Frankenstein(okay i made this up,i forgot its name ((: )
so well lets make today a good day.the weather's on my side.it's A*OKAY which is A*WESOME.i didnt bring the sweater though but i can handle this.im waiting to plonk on my *crosses fingers* cold,comfortable bed.heh.yes,i still prefer cold beds,thankyouverymuch.but i have patrick's class to attend.i hope the weather stays this way.it reminds me to breathe.which i badly need to remember.
i actually am not excited to head to the bazaar this year.i dont have the drive to.yes,i talk about it and all but the feel isnt there.maybe it's the weather or maybe it's me realizing im getting old for these kinda shenanigans.but i do hope i find my clothes soon.i take ages to figure out what i want and i dont have much time.haha.
i want you to trust me.i want you to let go of my past.let it go,baby,please.because kartina and i are OVER.i want you to consider how i feel.i want you to make me let go of this silence im dragging.i want you to know i love you.baby,i love you.i need you to know that.but most importantly,i need you to believe in that.i need you to believe me.me,baby,me.i dont want you to try.i need you to do it.i need you to.sometimes,i dont get it.why do we repeat this when we know it hurts so so bad?i know you need me to understand you too.would you help me with that?cause at times,i dont have a clue and at that point,im vulnerable.then im lost.and i apologize.but we're tired of that,no?we are.i know for a fact we are.but you need to help me and i'll help you.im not a hard person to understand.really.i might complicate matter and have alot of mismatched thoughts that you dont understand,but i straighten them out at the end.i hope i do.so baby,lets give this one shot.our sleepless night are a chore.our brains are not making sense.our body and soul are slowly fading.i dont want to bother nad,neesha and mairah.yes,ladies,i know you dont mind.i know hearing us out is the best thing you could do and pass us your views and all those kind kind words.i appreciate it.with all my heart,i thank you.i do.but i know you have your own issues and i really dont want to be a bother.baby,lets not bother them.lets be there for them instead.and lets do that together.yes?
rain isnt the only thing that's falling.
give me 3 wishes.
THIS IS FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF MAKING NADD JEALOUS.HEHE.
and i didnt get to try.even one.i got to smell and get surprised by some of their strength.i think there's a headache coming along pretty soon on top of my already splitting skull.but it's all good.Bols smells like koko krunch and Frankenstein has the heavenly scent of hazelnuts.WHEEWHOOO.there was a frozen magarita that i was SO SO SO VERY tempted to sip but nooooo,holy month.haha.either way,i still cant right.
and i didnt get to try.even one.i got to smell and get surprised by some of their strength.i think there's a headache coming along pretty soon on top of my already splitting skull.but it's all good.Bols smells like koko krunch and Frankenstein has the heavenly scent of hazelnuts.WHEEWHOOO.there was a frozen magarita that i was SO SO SO VERY tempted to sip but nooooo,holy month.haha.either way,i still cant right.
flails.
so well lets make today a good day.the weather's on my side.it's A*OKAY which is A*WESOME.i didnt bring the sweater though but i can handle this.im waiting to plonk on my *crosses fingers* cold,comfortable bed.heh.yes,i still prefer cold beds,thankyouverymuch.but i have patrick's class to attend.i hope the weather stays this way.it reminds me to breathe.which i badly need to remember.
i actually am not excited to head to the bazaar this year.i dont have the drive to.yes,i talk about it and all but the feel isnt there.maybe it's the weather or maybe it's me realizing im getting old for these kinda shenanigans.but i do hope i find my clothes soon.i take ages to figure out what i want and i dont have much time.haha.
graaahhhh.
i want to laugh.
please laugh.
sigh.
i want you to trust me.i want you to let go of my past.let it go,baby,please.because kartina and i are OVER.i want you to consider how i feel.i want you to make me let go of this silence im dragging.i want you to know i love you.baby,i love you.i need you to know that.but most importantly,i need you to believe in that.i need you to believe me.me,baby,me.i dont want you to try.i need you to do it.i need you to.sometimes,i dont get it.why do we repeat this when we know it hurts so so bad?i know you need me to understand you too.would you help me with that?cause at times,i dont have a clue and at that point,im vulnerable.then im lost.and i apologize.but we're tired of that,no?we are.i know for a fact we are.but you need to help me and i'll help you.im not a hard person to understand.really.i might complicate matter and have alot of mismatched thoughts that you dont understand,but i straighten them out at the end.i hope i do.so baby,lets give this one shot.our sleepless night are a chore.our brains are not making sense.our body and soul are slowly fading.i dont want to bother nad,neesha and mairah.yes,ladies,i know you dont mind.i know hearing us out is the best thing you could do and pass us your views and all those kind kind words.i appreciate it.with all my heart,i thank you.i do.but i know you have your own issues and i really dont want to be a bother.baby,lets not bother them.lets be there for them instead.and lets do that together.yes?
rain isnt the only thing that's falling.
give me 3 wishes.
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