i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

started.

before dawn waking hours,constant checking of time,the rush,that another 5 minutes of sleep and the prayers.hee.dont get lazy during the holy month.later cut points.it's true.heh.i think.i always thought it was a trick from mums to make sure kids dont cause trouble.and my mum,is the number one trickster.really.in my 20 years,half of the time,she convinces me that 8 in the morning is the new 11.so i'll jump up from bed thinking ive been sleeping like a pig.but noooo,i havent even got the average sleep hours.tsk.but no matter what,she's still the best.

i am adjusting to the upcoming weeks.i already feel lethargic and restless and tired and sleepy and bloated;all in one go.and of course,it sure isnt a good feeling.but either way,i should be thankful.my appetite has gone down the drain,although i did have my fill tonight.i dont feel like eating in the morning later,but i must.it's a family thing.and i feel bad not waking up cause mum always cooks.so i shall eat.

we wont be meeting much,i know.we wont be having our normal dates,i know.we wont be doing alot together these few weeks and when it comes to raya,you'll be ultimately busy,i know.we started the month on a quivering foot,i know.but we've fixed it.and i hope to go through this month and the next without any bumps or hits cause it will be hard to plaster.and i hope our forever stays the same.i love you.

so people,do fast.okay?hehe.

evacuate.