i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

in 5 hours,ive to be up for work.

in 7 hours,i'll be at work.

in 12 hours,i would've ended work.

in between all those hours and ones that are coming thereafter,i wont get one slight glance of you.

my friday was with nad.it was a good movie with good company.but i cant expect that every friday.and i dont want to take anything for granted.

and you are planning to go.

catch that chance.

kerana kau memperolehi setiap nafasku.





when you look back.

sometimes you feel lucky that you didnt make that decision cause now,you see a clearer picture.you feel relief that you didnt follow a specific crowd cause you might've been dead.or in a lighter view,hospitalised.you get that inner self telling you,arent you just glad you're here now?but then amidst all of those you could pat yourself on the back for,there are more that you wished you had done.

life itself doesnt allow us to rewind but all of us would want a quick one.to that moment where we couldve done better,been better,avoid complications that might affect our tomorrow,our future.but then again,we all learn from our mistakes.no matter how long it might take.a slight change in history can mean a 180degree turn in the future.so we all never know,do we?how it all falls into place,how it all fits and inevitably,end.

whoa.that was random.

anyway,im hungry,lapar,not bathed,belum mandi,smelly,busuk.but im going to meet nadd cause i am bored,takde pape nak buat.haha.i hope i'll be able to sleep after phobia 2.crap,what did i get myself into.heh.


tonight,light your candles and be my dreamscape.





zippped,zipping.

1 month of fasting.

1 month worth of food i had.

1 month of raya-ing(well thereabout).

and i havent typed my forgive me post.so here goes,

i apologize for all the mishaps,misunderstandings,miscommunications.for all the words that hurt,for all the actions that define stupidity and all the times i was late.heh.i apologize if i havent been able to fill any voids and took anyone for graned.from the bottom of my heart,the depths of my soul,i am sorry.

selamat hari raya,people.

AND SO WE or like I SHALL GO OUT TO HUNT FOR SOME MORE FOOD.

til the next ketupat&rendang story.

i miss nenek.

ehh i actually dont really fancy rendang.so fyi,kiv ehh.just in case i decide to drop by.hehe.

thatredswift;