i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

when you look back.

sometimes you feel lucky that you didnt make that decision cause now,you see a clearer picture.you feel relief that you didnt follow a specific crowd cause you might've been dead.or in a lighter view,hospitalised.you get that inner self telling you,arent you just glad you're here now?but then amidst all of those you could pat yourself on the back for,there are more that you wished you had done.

life itself doesnt allow us to rewind but all of us would want a quick one.to that moment where we couldve done better,been better,avoid complications that might affect our tomorrow,our future.but then again,we all learn from our mistakes.no matter how long it might take.a slight change in history can mean a 180degree turn in the future.so we all never know,do we?how it all falls into place,how it all fits and inevitably,end.

whoa.that was random.

anyway,im hungry,lapar,not bathed,belum mandi,smelly,busuk.but im going to meet nadd cause i am bored,takde pape nak buat.haha.i hope i'll be able to sleep after phobia 2.crap,what did i get myself into.heh.


tonight,light your candles and be my dreamscape.