i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

if you tell me your opinion

and you dont want me to speak my mind,

then i am not human.





i dont usually wear shoes.

so here are my slippers.

walk a day in them.

then you realise the things that is abundant in your life,might not be as much in mine.but i love my life as much as the next homosapien loves its own.and i might not be all HAHAHEEHEE SUGAR RUSHED all the time.but i try to make the best out of my time.i try to shove all the 'i'll always be my brother's present before my parents' daughter' thoughts aside,i try to love my parents and brother as much as my heart can accomodate,i try to think that 'oh you know what,they love me.it's just my the devil playing around with my thoughts'.

because yes,they love me.mum went through that painful thing called giving birth and dad held my hand through all those falling off bicycle moments.they brought me up and they gave me the best life.but re-shifting my thoughts need a little helping hand.

so that's my life.

look at yours.

and never look at it as half empty.

because you never know.





front row,3rd from left.



she made my years in primary 5 & 6 living hell.

but after that,she hugged me.

SO WAS THAT AN APOLOGY!?

i despised her.

RAR!

but im nice now,so say hello to Ms (i dont know if she became a Mrs already but anyway,) Tan Poh Swee.thanks for the 2 years.i'll never forget them.

seriously.





discard.

i havent read FML in a really long time.so today i decided to get some entertainment from it.

today,i caught my boyfriend licking the blood off one of my tampons.FML.

i cannot,cannot get that scene out of my head.





11th.

i knew i had somebody in my life whose birthday is in may.

and so i realised that you couldve been celebrating your 21st next tuesday.

who knew your last teen celebration would be your last birthday.

you know,i miss you.

sigh.

i miss granmmmaaaaa.and no,she wouldnt be turning 21 next tuesday.

i am sarcastic even to myself.

tsk.





1. i have a colleague.

her name is JESINTA.

i dont know if it's me or the malay person in me

but i kept calling her JESNITA and i bloody sang that Exists song.

kauuu jesnitaaa setinggi gunung khayalannnn no wait,isnt it harapan?no?hmmm.
bukalah pintu hatimuuuu untuk cintaaa iniiiii.

okay.

2. i was looking through the career list for marina bay sands.

i dont know if it's me or the lack of sleep

but i saw Audit Operations as Adult Operations.

which sounds ratherrrr

wrong.

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!THE SKY SAYS HELLO!





BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY

JUNE SECOND JUNE SECOND JUNE SECOND

28 DAYS 28 DAYS 28 DAYS

GET MY LIFE BACK LIFE BACK LIFE BACK

AUGUST EIGHTH AUGUST EIGHTH AUGUST EIGHTH

2 MONTHS 2 MONTHS 2 MONTHS (dont be a wet blanket.)

but before that,im going to have a soon-to-be sister in law.

and before that,i need to get myself measured for the clothes to wear on the engagement day.

and before that,

I AM CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY.

HAHAHAHAHA.

OI,IM EXCITED.

BE EXCITED FOR ME AND LAUGH AT THIS POST.

DID YOU LAUGH?!

IF NOT,im sure i made you smile like,

NOW!

((:





googled.

i was sitting and then i thought to myself,how far can one go with a name like Dolmat.

and so google showed me.

although his name is not Dolmat Dolmat,his name is Hatta Dolmat.and he is a fashion designer.




not a bad one at that.and his boutique,Hatta Dolmat Couture,will be opening soon at Pusat Komersial Seksyen 7 Shah Alam.

it just spoils the name of the boutique.no singaporean would put that up.that's why we have people by the name of Ashley Isham.

we are kewlxz.





f-ucking-b.

i think the genius who made this webpage is,well,a genius.this is second entertainment besides tv.and as we all know,tv sometimes just gets boring.and now,with all the 100s til 800s channel zones,im just as confused as the next person.and please dont tell me to refer to the channel guide,my ego is big like that.

yes,say hello to it.

so i was browsing through facebook and i realised all the kewlsxxz names people have.it seems like if they could have named themselves,the one they posted up would be it.so i want to change my name.

i want to be called LAA HAHAHEE JIGGYJIG.but you can call me 'AHA',that's my middle name.

please dont deny that it IS sexy.and please dont deny that everyone should THANK GOD,my parents gave me my name.like a proper name.if not,i would choose the abovementioned to be in my IC and i shall give evey bankteller,traffic policeman,telcom personnel and whoever who has a good enough reason to have my IC,a good laugh.

HAHA.





dear friend,

you know what,sometimes i wish i could just talk to you.have not just a decent conversation,but a serious,meaningful one.it should be filled with raw,true emotions that we never get to express when we're leading our daily lives.i live everyday with my mask on,smiling full speed ahead.but you dont know me,or rather,you know me but you've given up asking because i dont respond.and you live everyday hanging on an invisible belief that maybe,just maybe,things will go your way.even if it was just for that second,for that minute or even for that blink of an eye.

dear friend,

your mind has so much cluster going on,you're overwhelmed.and life is nothing but a big struggle.but struggle is a part of life.just like love.we fall back in to love as many times as we fall back in to struggles because when our heart gets broken,well,i dont think i have to explain that.but i seriously hope one fine day,one nice,imperfect man to the naked eye,fixes you.because imperfect men are hardly taken and they are the underdogs who never manages to reach the top.but their hearts are so sincere,their willingness to please is so outstanding that you dont need to bother thinking about when is he going to cheat.because being at the top,my friend,they wouldnt want to lose you.

dear lover,

i have been out of sorts lately and you have been taking one bitter swallow after another.but i do hope i gave your eyes some time off and your heart some healing.i dont know what kind deed i did to actually have someone like you to stay by me through all my moments but im seriously,from the bottom of my heart,glad that i found you.we've cut down on the time we take to overcome our spats and eventhough we cant help argueing cause we love it sooo much,at least we dont go silent for weeks.that can kill and if we would actually continue that,i think one of us would give up.like for real throw in the towel and walk off.and i know keeping up with me and my antics is tiring but you know i love you.and i always will.

because my dearest,you make me = 1.