i am a 2 year old addict.
i take pictures with my eyes.
my beating muscle is co-owned.
and if found,do call.

dear friend,

you know what,sometimes i wish i could just talk to you.have not just a decent conversation,but a serious,meaningful one.it should be filled with raw,true emotions that we never get to express when we're leading our daily lives.i live everyday with my mask on,smiling full speed ahead.but you dont know me,or rather,you know me but you've given up asking because i dont respond.and you live everyday hanging on an invisible belief that maybe,just maybe,things will go your way.even if it was just for that second,for that minute or even for that blink of an eye.

dear friend,

your mind has so much cluster going on,you're overwhelmed.and life is nothing but a big struggle.but struggle is a part of life.just like love.we fall back in to love as many times as we fall back in to struggles because when our heart gets broken,well,i dont think i have to explain that.but i seriously hope one fine day,one nice,imperfect man to the naked eye,fixes you.because imperfect men are hardly taken and they are the underdogs who never manages to reach the top.but their hearts are so sincere,their willingness to please is so outstanding that you dont need to bother thinking about when is he going to cheat.because being at the top,my friend,they wouldnt want to lose you.

dear lover,

i have been out of sorts lately and you have been taking one bitter swallow after another.but i do hope i gave your eyes some time off and your heart some healing.i dont know what kind deed i did to actually have someone like you to stay by me through all my moments but im seriously,from the bottom of my heart,glad that i found you.we've cut down on the time we take to overcome our spats and eventhough we cant help argueing cause we love it sooo much,at least we dont go silent for weeks.that can kill and if we would actually continue that,i think one of us would give up.like for real throw in the towel and walk off.and i know keeping up with me and my antics is tiring but you know i love you.and i always will.

because my dearest,you make me = 1.